DISCONNECTED ENHYPEN

trust

Sometimes you should just trust

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Ji eun's POV

It was my role to protect Jay, he was looking better next to Heeseung , I couldn't separate them , and I knew for sure heeseung is just as eagar as me to protect his soulmate

There are things we can't control in our lives , even when you have above average human controls of life , even when you're a fallen angel who is looked down to now because you decided to stand for your human , Jay's case was one of thousand's stories , all of them went through the same , their angels stood aside watching them end their lives because of a weird voice in the sky , that even us don't know where is it from , or who was it , even angels fear what they don't know ... But who am I kidding , I'm not even an angel now , I protect Jay on my own risk , I'm not supported by the heavenly blessings because I stood in the face of fate , I told them I'll find a solution,  but what can I do while no one would even look at me , in their eyes I'm a sinner . I said that and left , just to come here , and look at nothing , I can't do anything, I'm so helpless and I can't stand being so .. I never wanted Jay to be hurt , It is my duty to protect him, even when it's coasting me more than I can afford , I'm willing to do it

Watching the world moving so fast , everyone caring about their own problems , every person with his own concerns , his own story , Jay through the past three years was longing to know his story , and I did my best to stop him, I didn't even let him know what kind of life he had at the times , nor what brought him here , but , some things are fated to happen , I did my best in the past three years , just to know today that all what I was doing was delaying it , separating him from all his friends , all his memories , help him forget , I even took the biggest risks keeping his soulmate away , nothing came with any results , here I am here today , as confident I looked when I said I'll find a solution,  as lost I am now , I can't even reach for help , and I can't give up ...

I kept staring ,the whole night , knowing well that Heeseung's spending the night there, I kept them apart for too long , he respected me and protected Jay,  but now that he moved and decided to step up , I know for sure that he won't let go , not easily,  nor hardly .

Lost in my thoughts ,I saw the sun slowly rising , painting the sky in pink , people still moving , life never stops , the world never stops , it was already morning , and I wasted my time drowning myself in my sadness and dark thoughts,  I made another mistake. 

Finally decided to move , went back to the place where the voice first called Jay, in this world it was abandoned,  in his original world , it's still too vivid , people come and go , they don't know what horrible fate was being written in this place , everyone was moving , minding their businesses,  and a standing still figure was easily spotted in that crowd , especially if it belonged to a handsome pale boy who reflected the lights as if he's shining himself,  I starred at him wondering , what was sunghoon doing here ?

Sunghoon's POV

I , and after knowing all those facts , couldn't possibly stay still , with Jay suddenly remembering, his ideas will come back slowly , he'll remember it all again , and the voice will come after him again , he'll go through all that again , but I'm afraid,  even Ji Eun won't be able to protect him this time. So I started looking after him , finding out how deep was he , I worried about my surroundings too, So I stayed away from every unneeded information,  we already knew things about what he knew thanks to the transferred memories we got , so it was easier for me . The whole time I asked them to avoid him , to keep his memory progress slowly , not to rush things out at leas until i find a way to settle down the situation, But do they ever listen, I caught Jake leave Heeseung's room at night , satisfied smile on his face , he was always a terrible liar, the sparks in his eye when he avoided my questions were enough for me to know , it was jay related , and so on I kept watching both of them , ended up discovering about their calls , two nights before Jay comes to our place , that we tried so hard to keep him away from , two nights before Jay comes by and we're the only ones seeing him , lost and confused,  constantly checking his phone, I knew at that point what things are heading up to ,I had to send Heeseung there , he was the only one who can actually comfort him now , and I knew , I'll have to work faster

I came back to the train station,  crowded as always even in the early hours of the day, I kept looking at the place , why was the voice calling Jay over and over to meet at this very specific place , I watched closely , for hours , standing and watching every single detail of the place , and I can say that finally,  I've put the dots together

And as much sarcastic the fate can be , it is always full of surprises. The person I needed the most , and would never be able to reach out to , was standing right in front of me , staring at me , all I needed was Ji Eun to clarify the thing for me , and she was just there

In a crowded place where people don't care expect for their priorities,  rushing to finish their duties , spotting someone who's just standing there , obviously waiting for nothing , but not as relaxed as it seems , wasn't that hard , it wasn't hard at all . And that person was Ji Eun , aka Jay's guardian angel

We exchanged looks , I could read her eyes asking me why I'm here , and could sense how tense and stressed out she was , she wasn't carrying herself as confident as she always did , hand fidgeting with her dresse's sleeve , she was worried,  and needed help , I had all she needed for , and had to stop here , I wouldn't go any further … I wasn't Jay

I smirked while she kept her straight face , raised my eyebrow and looked at what I discovered,  the tiniest detail no one could notice , and her eyes followed directly to where was I looking , widening , I apparently did my part , and found it , I most likely found a solution,  or at least the beginning of it .. Ji Eun looked back at me , never saw a relaxed yet so tensed face before , but she managed to show it to me , she flashed a weak grateful smile , she knew,  and I was right , that was the farthest point i could get to ,I slightly bowed to her and walked towards the exit , I have someone to meet , Ji eun will handle the rest

Ji eun's POV

Sunghoon was few steps ahead of me , we both knew this was coming , and we both took different ways to handle it , I kept Jay's life busy enough to lessen his meetings with his friends , while he decided to find a way to fix it all so jay can go back to his friends , we both started at different points with different strategies, ended up at the same spot ,looking at the thing that might be the reason of all what Jay has been through, and maybe the solution for all his suffering

Sunghoon smiled at me and left , after showing me the result of his hard work and extreme searching , he gave up the results to me , he trusted that I'll be the one to fix it all , I once again smiled , walking towards a slightly different wall , built with bricks , once every while , a brick would disappear , thinking about how he actually believed that , SOMETIMES,  YOU SHOULD JUST TRUST

I knew exactly what to do , what was it and how is it gonna help , and I knew exactly the aftermath of whatever I'm going to do , but I also knew , I can never break their trusts