Numb ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo----[BOOK 1]

33 - Curious

I'm not spoiling anything but manga chapter 322

that's all I have to say

manga ppl get it

holy shit

still crying tbh

anyways

story ig

Todoroki's POV:

We continued walking down the hallway as if nothing had happened, but I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Why does he randomly do that

One second he's sobbing bc of me and the next he's fucking kissing me

But why

I'm not attractive

Physically or personality wise

I have nothing to offer him

All I do is bring people pain

And sadness

So how does liking me benefit him?

I'm not worth someone else's affection

I'm fucking worthless

What does he even like about me?

I wanna talk about it but...

I'm anxious about it....

The words aren't coming out of my mouth...

What would I even say?

Should I think of what to say first?

So I can practice it in my head?

Is that weird?

I don't know.

I'll just keep it simple...

Like....

"Are we ever gonna talk about us?"

No don't use the word us, it sounds weird and cringey, I'll just make the situation more awkward...

How do I say things without being too direct?

"Can we talk?"

No I hate direct confrontation

Maybe I'll just keep quiet...

But I am curious...

I don't know....

"Hey, snap out of it IcyHot." He said abruptly. I jumped a bit.

"What?"

"You're driving me crazy with all your nervous ticks. Biting your nails, clenching your jaw, shaking to death, now you're scratching your cuts too. What is it?"

I put my hands in my pockets and clenched my fists.

"Apologies. My bad. Just..." I sighed. "Thinking."

"About what?"

"I uh..... I don't remember." I said, unsurely.

"Ha, okay. Like I'm gonna believe that."

"I guess not huh...." I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly. "Hey uh..."

Idiot don't bring it up now