A/N: Hey darlings, I don't have much experience in writing + I'm not from English speaking country. Anyways I'm here t feed you horny, sad mfs... Enjoy
not read-proof so pleeaaasee don't correct me thank you.
Warnings: swearing, Smoking
Plot: Lizzie finds you smoking
Work has been really stressful, you see I'm actress lately i've been filming new upcoming movie "Azariah". It's about girl that has depression and starts smoking.
It's a lot of work filming till late night, coming home late. I don't see Liz that much she's asleep and i don't want to wake her up she deserves some rest.
As I said I'm stressed lately and on set while filming I found out smoking helps me escape it...Well so here I am.
It's currently 1:38 am and I'm standing on our balcony with a view on L.A. and Lizzie's garden. I am tired and I should probably go to sleep but with the stress wave that washed over me I decided to lit a cig.
As I smoke I watch the lights and heavy smoke escaping my lungs fade into nothing. Ironic reminds me of life. Halfway trough I heard a little thud I think nothing of it we're in L.A. in middle of night people are in clubs drinking. While smoking my legs started to hurt so I sat down.
All of sudden I hear doors slide. "fuck" I said kind of loud "Y/N !? What are you doing ? she wisper-shouts. By that question another wave of stress came up on me. Cigarette falling out of my hand slowly hitting the floor. I turn around sobbing basically falling onto her " I- I just, I-I-I am s-so t-tired" I respond. "Oh honey come on we can talk in bed ? " my girlfriend asked so beautifull in moon shine. "O-Okay"
I follow her in bed while she holds my hand. We sat down my head leaning onto headbord looking into her eyes for hope. " Y/N what happend " "I- the filming is so hard, and I was so stressed and while filming I found out smoking helps it I- I- I'm sorry" I respond "Baby but where did you find it, did you buy it or ?" she asked while drying my tears with her thumb. "My character is a smoker" "ohh, come on let's get some rest baby."
A/N: It's Ironic this story came up on me while smoking haha
