The First Girl | Newt

𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚃𝚘𝚐𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛?

This part/chapter mentions self harm.

~THE NEXT DAY~

I woke up and saw Newt peacefully sleeping. I got up and put my shorts on then left the hut and saw the party, Nance, Jonathan, Steve talking. I went up to the party, Nance, Jonathan, Steve and sat down next to El.

Will said "so you and Newt are back together?"

I was about to answer but realized me and Newt never talked about it.

I said "I um- I don't know...we never talked about it....I'm gonna ask him when he's awake"

Mike said "we heard you guys last night"

Nance said "MIKE! April ignore his dumb ass"

I laughed nervously

I said "I'm gonna go see if Newt is awake...see you guys later"

I went back to my hut and saw Newt sleeping. I laid down next to Newt. I started playing with Newt's hair. Newt started walking up.

Newt said "Good morning love"

I said "did I wake you up? I'm sorry"

Newt sat up and looked at me. Newt smirked at me

I said "what?"

Newt said "sorry about the hickey love"

I said "what are you talking about?!"

Newt pointed to a mark on my neck then he smirked. I looked at him trying not to laugh

I said "Newt!"

Me and Newt laughed a little

I said "Newt..."

Newt said "yes love?"

I said "are we dating again?"

Newt said "do you wanna date again?"

I said "yes"

Newt said "then yes we are dating"

I sat on Newt's lap and kissed him passionately then El walked in, she immediately covered her eyes

I said "holy shit"

I got off of Newt's lap. Newt put on his shirt

El said "sorry!"

I said "El it's fine"

Newt pulled me to him and kissed me passionately then backed away. I kissed him then backed away and sat at the end of the bed.

I said "El you can uncover your eye's"

El uncovered her eyes

El said "April can I talk to you really quick?"

I said "uh sure"

Me and El got out of the hut. El looked at me disappointed

I said "what?"

El said "your still dating him after he hurt you?!"

I said "EL! I'm happy why cant you just support me?!"

El said "your making a stupid decision!"

I said "how is being with the person you love a stupid decision?! I LOVE HIM!"

El said "he hurt you! more than once!"

Newt ran out, he looked at me worried

Newt said "love are you okay?!"

El looked at Newt and used her powers and threw him inside the hut. I looked at El and my hands glowed pink I threw El near some rocks with my mind then I ran to Newt. My hands stopped glowing.

I said "Newt! are you okay?!"

Newt looked at me

Newt said "I'm fine, love are you okay?!"

I said "I'm fine!"

Mike ran into the hut, he looked pissed

Mike said "APRIL WHAT DID YOU DO TO EL?!"

I jumped back

I said "she threw Newt into the hut! he could've got hurt!"

Mike said "El is hurt!"

I said "w-what?"

Mike said "El's hurt and it's YOUR fault!"

I said "I-I'm sorry!"

Newt said "don't blame her! she didn't mean to hurt Eleven!"

I ran to El, I saw her head was bleedings a lot, I started crying. The others looked at me, tears streamed down Max cheeks. I put my hand on El's head then my hand started glowing white. After 5 minutes El was healed. I hugged El

I said "I'm sorr-"

El interrupted me

El said "get away from me!"

I said "El...."

El said "GET AWAY FROM ME! I HATE YOU!!"

I jumped back then started running as far as I could, away from everyone and near the ocean. I saw glass in the sand. I grabbed the glass and pulled up the sleeves to the hoodie I was wearing. I started cutting my wrist, I started losing lots of blood. I started getting dizzy, I collapsed. I saw Newt run over, he got tears in his eyes. Newt ran to me and put my head on his lap.

Newt said "APRIL! HELP!"

The others ran over. They all got tears in there eyes.

El said "WHY ISNT SHE HEALING?!"

Newt said "I-I don't know"

I weakly said "I love you Newt"

Newt said "your gonna be fine love"

I slowly closed my eyes

Newt said "love? Love?! LOVE WAKE UP!"

Newt started shaking me. After a couple minutes I woke up coughing, I sat up. The others looked at me. I got off of Newt's lap. Newt looked at me

Newt said "love are you okay?!"

I said "I-I'm fine"

El ran to me and hugged me

El said "April why did you do this?"

I said "you said you hate me!"

El said "just because I said that your gonna try to kill yourself?!"

I got up and started walking away. El got up and grabbed my wrist. I looked at her

El said "answer the goddamn question!"

I said "fine! YES! Your the only family I have! I just- I can't lose you too...."

They all looked at me shocked. I went to my hut. I closed the door, I sighed in frustration. I took off my shoes and put them next to the bed then laid down. I fell asleep.

~WHILE YOUR SLEEPING~

Newt walked into your hut and saw you sleeping. Newt laid down next to you and put your head on his chest then fell asleep.