The Love Of Fate

Chapter 29

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                      SHANE'S POV.

"What..."

Tulala si Bianca dahil sa sinabi ko. Napaiwas ako ng tingin ng lumingon siya sa akin na nakanganga. Shock filled her eyes because of my sudden revelation. Parang tanga! Malay ko bang magugulat siya. Maybe she never expected too that I will have relationship in the past but I don't think I can called that past. I am too. I look at her again if she's now okay.

"How did that happen? How did you know if its...true?" nagtatakang tanong niya. I look at her eyes and answer her question.

"Mom told me the truth because of my sudden lost consciousness. Bianca I'm suffering into selective amnesia and worst to that guy. You know...Bianca this situation of mine is not new to me. It's all because of my dream. That guy keep appearing always when I found new on my lost memories. Ice cream. That food remind me of him. We. Bianca even his face was blur I know something with that guy something like special. Honestly though I can't say, I'm longing for him. I miss him Bianca." humagulgol ako pagkatapos ko sabihin 'yon kay Bianca.

Bianca walk towards me and comfort me with her arms. Nakikita ko ang awa sa mga mata niya para sa akin. Umiyak ako ng umiyak sa braso niya. I want to see that guy. I want to meet him.

"I'm sorry I didn't know this. All I could say is I'm here. I will help you. Don't worry." sabi ni Bianca habang nakayakap pa rin sa akin. Naging payaga ang pakiramdam ko dahil sa sinabi niya. It means she will help from this. Thank god she's my cousin. Humiwalay ako sa yakap niya at ngumiti sa kaniya. I wipe my tears away. I don't want my parents see's my red eyes tomorrow morning.

"Thank you so much Bianca" ngumiti ito bago sumagot.

"It's okay shane. Now rest, okay? Tita will check on you and might see your eyes. Liligpitin ko rin 'to. Susunod ako."

"Okay..."

Humiga ako ng maayos at tumingin sa puting ceiling. Pinunasan ko ang kunting basa sa pisngi dulot ng pagiyak ko kanina. Binalingan ko si Bianca na nagliligpit na ng mga libro. Binalik ko sa ceiling ang tingin ko. I force myself to sleep even though the man's face was bothering me. I want to see his clear face but it always blur to me. Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog ako sa pag-iisip at hindi na nahintay si Bianca na nagliligpit ng gamit niya.

"Hey love what's wrong?" anang boses ng lalaki na familiar at tumabi sa akin but his face were blur so I can't see clearly.

"Nothing babe." sabi ko.

"Tell me what's bothering you. I'm here." sabay hawak sa kamay ko. He caress it gentle while looking direct to my eyes. Lumingon ako sa kanya at ngumiti bago nagsalita.

"Eh kasi...my bestfriend, Jessica. You know her right?" tanong ko.

"Ahuh. What is it?"

"I think she have a problem but she wouldn't tell me. I'm worried babe because when I saw her all I can see is stress. I would like to help her but she wouldn't tell kaya its bothering me. Tell me babe iniiwasan niya ba ako?" ngumuso pa ako bago lumingon sa kanya. Nakita kong seryuso siyang nakatitig sa labi ko bago tumaas sa mata ko na lumingon ako. He gulped.