Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter twenty three •

I relaxed my brows when my phone went silent.

(Ring*)

I let out a groan and opened one eye whilst reaching for my phone. My vision was blurry, all I could see was a red and green button. Pressing the green, I placed my phone on my ear.

"Hmm." I hummed, half asleep.

"Y..you..you picked up!" Jungkook exclaimed from the other side of the call.

My eyes shot open and I sat up.

"W..why are you ca-"

"Pleaseee don't I..leave me." He slurred.

"Jungkook, are you drunk?" I asked in disbelief.

He let out a chuckle. "Open your front door." He whispered.

"You're outside my house!?" I exclaimed.

"Shhhhh. Hmm, I am, and I'm not (*hiccup*) leaving." He said and cut the call.

I looked down at my phone in shock. Should I go? No, he'll leave eventually... But he's drunk!

I pulled the covers over me and check the time. What! 2:57 am!? Was he crazy!!

I put on my slippers and slowly opened my door. It was dark outside and everyone was asleep. I tiptoed downstairs and slowly opened my door.

Just as I opened it, jungkook stumbled onto me causing me to fall back. Good thing he caught my back and kept our balance. I pushed him off and closed the door behind him.

"You can't be here. Go home." I said looking up at him. His eyes were blood red and his hair was messy. I looked down at his shirt which was untucked from his pants.

"Why? Is there someone in your room?" He asked in a low growl.

My eyes widened. "N..no-" before I could finish he brushed past me and began walking to my room. I quickly followed behind him. What if someone woke up?!! Chubby won't save me again!

"Where is that fucker." He said as he entered my room. I instantly closed the door and locked it.

"Jungkook! There is no one here!" I whisper yelled to him. "I'm not like you." I mumbled.

I looked up when he turned to face me. I watched as his eyes shamelessly roamed my body. It was as if a predator was watching its prey. My cheeks heated up when I realised I was wearing my nightshorts and a thin white top.

I quickly folded my arms over my chest.

Before I could even speak he grabbed my folded arms and pinned them against the wall behind me. A small gasp left my lips when he leaned in dangerously close.

He smelt a mix of alcohol and cologne.

"Nothing I haven't seen or touched before." He whispered against the corner of my mouth.

My heart began beating fast. "But I wasted your time, didn't I? So, move." I choked out.

He tightened his grip on my wrists and groaned into my neck. I bit my lip as the vibrations of his groan still affected my body.

"I lied, Mei." He mumbled.

I paused. "You lied?" I repeated.

"It was all a fucking lie." He said leaning away so he could see my face. His eyes flickered down to my lips.

"It doesn't matter anymore." I said looking away. Lie or not, he still hurt me.

"Mei, please..." His voice cracked as he spoke.

"I don't want to get hurt anymore" I said making him let go of my wrists. "And all you've done is hurt me. You broke your promise and you lost your chance." I told him and pushed him back a little by his chest.

"I wish I never said yes to you," I said and began walking to my door. "So you regret everything?" He asked walking behind me. When I didn't reply he grabbed my elbow and spun me around.

"Do you regret everything that happened between us?" He questioned, pulling me closer. "J..jungkook, you're hurting me."

"Answer my fucking question, Mei!" I flinched at his tone.

"Yes! Yes I do re-"

Before I could finish he pressed his lips harshly against mine. His kiss was rough and greedy. I knew it was wrong but I couldn't stop the butterflies in my stomach. He tilted my head and deepened the kiss. I winced as he bit down on my bottom lip, keeping it in his mouth. I let out a soft moan when he sucked on my lip, gently biting down on it.

He released my bottom lip and pecked my lips. "Mei." He breathed against my mouth. My eyes slowly flickered open and

I looked up at his dark eyes.

He blinked twice before stepping away from me. It was as if he had realised something.

"Fuck." He breathed out.

My brows furrowed and I stepped closer to him. Before I could ask him he opened my door and walked out.

"Jungkoo-"

"Don't follow me." He said in a low tone. My eyes widened and I froze. I watched as he turned around and walked to the stairs. The door opened then closed and he was gone.

H..he did it again....

And I let him...