Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter eighteen •

"What?" He said when I became very quiet. "Was that the first a man has every touched you between your thighs?" My face flushed- I felt embarrassed because I knew he'd only been with experienced women, but he also knew I was a virgin.

I was about to ignore his question and crawl back to my seat, when he held my hips down. "Don't ignore me, Mei." He grunted,into my neck. I bit my lip. "Stop rubbing it in my face." I scoffed but let out a groan in response. "Have sex with me."

I paused instantly.

"Mei, I know what you're thinking, but I'm going to change. I haven't slept with anyone-"

"Why?" I asked, interrupting him. "How can I trust you?" I continued. "What if the second after we have sex you tell me to leave?"

"Mei, this isn't-

"And it's not just about being thrown away after the sex-" I told him.

He suddenly grabbed my arms and stopped me from continuing.

"I'm not going to throw you away." He said in a low tone. "You're not a toy."

"And what about those other girls? I'm sure they wanted more than just sex from you." I told him. He loosened his grip on me and leant back in his chair. My brows furrowed when he began staring at me.

"What?" I asked him.

"They're not like you. All they wanted was sex." He said, looking down at me.

"And if I turn out like them?" I said, making his brows twitch. "What if I only want you for sex too?" I told him.

"Then I'll let you use me." He replied. My eyes widened at his response. "But only me." He whispered as he ran his hands up my legs.

"I'll even be your little sex toy." He smirked. "I'll be happy both ways." I felt his hand grab the hem of my shorts but then his phone began vibrating in the cup holder. "Ignore it." He groaned.

Ignoring him, I reached over and grabbed it. When I saw it was Taehyung I gave him the phone. He let out a sigh and accepted the call.

"We need to go." He said and helped me off his lap. I buckled my seat belt and looked at him. "Are you dropping me home?" I asked him. He shook his head. "No, I'm taking you with me."

I checked the time and saw it was half past eleven. I quickly took my phone out and messaged chubby to cover for me.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"Our den." He replied. Ahh, so the house the party was at. I remembered our first kiss. I still felt butterflies everytime I thought of it. "Everyone is going to be there." He said and reached to the back seat for my hoodie. "Put it on." He ordered.

I threw the hoodie over my head and pulled it down. When we I quietly followed behind Jungkook as he walked into the house. The person who opened the door was Taehyung.

"Took you fucking long enough!" Yoongi suddenly yelled making my eyes grow wide.

"Mei." Namjoon called softly. I turned around to see him sitting on a huge bed like couch. I smiled and walked up to him. "Hey." I said and sat down beside him. I looked up at jungkook who was staring at us. What?

I felt namjoon lean back and extend his arm out behind me. He smelt heavenly.

"Hello, Mei."

I looked up at hoseok who sat down on the chair beside me. I gave him a smile and Jin and Jimin suddenly walked in. Jimin sat beside Namjoon and Jin sat in front of me.

"Jimin, apologise to Mei." Jin suddenly snapped.

My eyes widened. "No. He doesn't need to-"

"I'm sorry, Mei. Forgive me?" He smirked.

I couldn't tell if he was being serious or if his personality was just like that.

I let out a nervous laugh. "Let's not make this awkward." I muttered.

"I agree." Yoongi said. I turned my head and saw him leaning against the door. I wondered where Jungkook and Taehyung were.

"Mei, if you're tired, you can sleep in my room." Namjoon said from behind me. I smiled and nodded but as we were about to get up Jungkook and Taehyung walked in.

"She can sleep in my room." Jungkook said, looking at Namjoon. "It's fine. I'm not sleeping anyway." Joon replied. Jungkook stepped closer to us. "Neither am I." He said in a low tone.

"Ugh, she'll sleep in my room." Yoongi suddenly said.

"What?" they both said in unison.

Oh lord.

"Look, if you just cut the crap and let her sleep." Taehyung said as he sat down beside jimin.

"It's okay. Namjoon asked first so I'll just sleep in his room." I said, avoiding jungkook's stare. Namjoon suddenly grabbed my hand and began walking me out the room.

It's just a room. I mean, it's not like Namjoon is going to sleep with me.

"I don't think I'm staying the night." I told him. "You can stay as long as you like." He said and opened the door. I walked in and was hit by his strong cologne. His room was simple but cute. I could tell it was his.

"Well you can sleep here for now. I hope it's okay." He told me. "It's fine." I said and walked up to the bed. He nodded and gently closed the door behind him.

I pulled my hoodie over my head and placed it on the bed before getting in.
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I turned in the bed trying to find a comfy position. I opened my eyes and sighed. "I need to pee." I said to myself. I checked the time before getting up. What! It was already two am!? I slowly walked over to the door and opened it. I could hear their muffled voices from downstairs.

I looked down the hallway and saw a door. Assuming it was the bathroom, i began walking towards it. I paused when I heard Taeh.

"If she's here, she could find out." He said to someone. My brows furrowed. Find out what!?

"Keep your voice down." Namjoon said.

Yoongi then spoke. "It's all because of that bastard. If Mei is here it's a good thing right?"

Why would it be a good thi-

My arm was suddenly grabbed and I was turned around. I was roughly pulled into a chest. "What are you doing?" Jungkook asked me in a low tone. My eyes widened.

"Nothing! I.. I needed to p-"

"Where is your hoodie?" He asked looking down at my chest. "In the room." I replied.

"Did you hear anything?" He question as he pushed me against the wall. I gulped and aggressively shook my head. He suddenly leaned down to my neck and placed a kiss on my collar bone.

"Go back to sleep." He said stepping away.

"Wait, what about school?"

"You're not going." He answered.