Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter eleven •

• Mei's PoV •

I couldn't believe it! I was just another girl for him. I mean, what did I expect? After three years he's suddenly going to change and show some affection?

I hooked my arm around Ae-ri' arm and helped her to the car. I Suddenly paused. I couldn't drive yet and ae-ri was half drunk. Shit! I didn't even bring cash for a lift home.

"Mei!"

I turned around to see Namjoon standing at the door. "Hey." I smiled at him. I watched as he jogged down the front porch stairs and walked up to us. "We'll give you a ride home." He said making my eyes widen. It was as if God had heard my prayers.

"Really?" I asked him. He nodded and took his car keys out. Wait. Before he could walk to his car I stopped him. "What do you mean we'll?" I asked, remembering what he said before.

"Jungook is coming too. He said he needs to go home anyway and that you live close by to him." He said, helping Ae-ri off of me.  "Can I not just come with you?" I asked. I really didn't want to be in a car alone with him. He was about to reply when jungkook interrupted.

"Ae-ri lives in the opposite direction. It'll be easier." He said, from behind me.

Of course.

Namjoon gave me a smile before placing Ae-ri in the car. "Drive safely." I told him as I shut Ae-ri's door. "Safest driver out there." He winked and I let out a small chuckle.

"Bye." I waved them off.

"You coming or not?" Jungkook scoffed, waiting impatiently from his car. I fought the urge to roll my eyes and walked up to him.

"How polite of you to drop me." I sarcasm dripped from my lips following a fake smile as I got in his car. He ignored me and started the engine. I let out a sigh and leant back against the seat. I couldn't lie, his car was hot. It was an all black Mercedes and the inside was even better. It smelt like him...

"Seatbelt." He snapped.

I lazily reached for it and was about to pull it over me when it got stuck. My brows furrowed and I tried pulling it again.

"Why isn't this-"

He let out a sigh and leant over me. I faced forward and paused at how close the side of his face was to mine. If I moved anymore I'd kiss him on the cheek.

He suddenly turned his head so he was facing me and I watched as his eyes flickered down to my lips. The way he looked at them made my heart flutter. And I didn't want it to.

I cleared my throat and took the seatbelt from his hands. He leaned away, back in his seat and began pulling out of the drive. I clicked my seat belt in and looked out the window. Why was my heart still racing!? All he did was look at me!

I need to get rid of this feeling he makes me feel.

The drive was silent. Every now and then I'd look over at him from the corner of my eyes but that was it.

"Do you even know where I live?" I asked, breaking the silence. I looked at him when he responded with silence. Great! He was the one who kissed someone else and now I'm getting the silent treatment! I shrugged my shoulders. He could take me wherever he wished. I didn't mind getting murdered at this point.

I squinted my eyes when he pulled up in a place with strong lights. I soon realised it was the gas station. He pulled his seat back and opened his door. I flinched slightly when he slammed it shut. So annoying. He filled the gas and was now going to pay for it. I decided to quickly step outside for some fresh air. After that party and now in this car, I think I needed some.