Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter ten •

"You owe me a kiss." He whispered.

My eyes widened. "I don't owe you anything." I said, trying my best to pull away from him, but it was no use. His grip on my arm only tightened as he shoved me against the wall.

I winced before glancing up at him when he let out a deep chuckle.

"Are you afraid to kiss me?" He teased, lowering himself on me. I crouched down a little to keep that certain distance between us.

"W..Why would I be afraid— besides, who knows how many other girls you may have kissed tonight." I snapped, and his eyes darkened.

"Don't you want your first kiss?" He mumbled. My eyes flickered down to his mouth when he ran his tongue over his bottom lip.

"No, not from yo-" I began but his long fingers had gripped my cheeks and his mouth collided with mine.

My eyes grew wide as I stood there utterly frozen. I felt his other hand cup my neck and tilt my head further as he devoured my lips in a slow yet rough manner. It shouldn't feel this good-

His hand then ran down the side on my body and snaked around my waist, pressing me more towards him.

"Kiss me back." He grunted, into my mouth and I was suddenly snapped back to reality. He folded my lip beneath his teeth and bit down hard before wrapping his fingers my small throat, almost forcing me to participate. I whimpered and clenched his shirt when feeling his knee press up between my thighs, against the thin material covering me.

What as he doing-

I could feel the heat growing between my legs as I found myself finally kissing him back. His tongue in excitement thrusted through my clenched teeth, causing an accidental, soft moan to escape my lips. However, it wasn't until I felt his fingers run up beneath my dress that I broke the kiss and shoved him back.

My heavy breathing matching his and my hand covered my mouth in absolute shock and disappointment.

"Mei.." He breathed out.

"N..no. That was a mistake." I blurted out.

"A mistake?" He repeated.

I looked up at him and nodded. His face — fell?

"Fuck it— it was a mistake. Forget it." He growled, turning his back to me and leaving. A knot in my stomach tightened watching him leave but I didn't follow him.

I could still feel his lips on my own.

Did I make a mistake by telling him our kiss was a mistake?

No. It was just another kiss for him. Why would he care?

But it was my first kiss. How was I supposed to forget it?
~

I made my way back downstairs to find Ae-ri. I didn't want to tell her about my kiss. I just wanted to go home. Once I reached the main floor, I began pushing past people. "Where is she?!" I mumbled to myself.

I didn't bother screaming her name because the music was too loud. My eyes landed on the table Namjoon was at. Luckily, jungkook wasn't there. I quickly made my way over to him.

"Namjoon." I called out.

He turned around and smiled at me. "Hey, I'm sorry about the-"

"No, it's fine really -but have you seen Ae-ri?" I asked him.