Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter seventeen •

• Mei's PoV •

"What does it feel like to have sex?" I asked staring up at my bedroom ceiling. I looked down at Ae-ri when I heard her choke. "W..what!? Why?" She exclaimed.

I rolled my eyes and looked back up at the ceiling. "I'm just curious." I told her. I turned my face on the pillow and faced her. "Does it hurt?" I question with furrowed brows. She let out a sigh and faced me.

"Well, of course it's going to hurt. Especially, if it's your first time." She explained. "Unless you play with yourself. Then the pain would be-"

"Play with myself!?" I exclaimed, cutting her off. I got up on my elbows and looked down at her. This time she rolled her eyes. She sat up and patted my head like I was some little girl. "You're too innocent." She chuckled.

Her face suddenly became serious. "Who are you going to-" she began but I stopped her midway. "No one." I said as I stood up from the bed.

"I'm going to study, you staying or not?" I asked her. She raised her hands in surrender. "I hate it when you study. I'm out" she said and slipped off my bed.

"See you at school tomorrow." She sang as she walked out my door. I hummed in response and closed my door. I turned around when my phone began ringing on my bed. I quickly walked up to it and picked it up without checking the name.

"Hello?"

"I'm waiting outside.,"

My eyes widened when I realised it was jungkook.

"Why are you outside!?"

"Just come outside, Mei."

"But-"

I took the phone from my ear and looked down at it when he cut the call. Maybe he just wanted to talk? I looked down at myself. Since it was almost 9pm I was wearing an oversized T-shirt and banana pyjama shorts. I quickly grabbed a hoodie that reached my mid thigh and threw it on.

But just when I was about to step out of my room I was caught.

"Where you going?" Soobin asked with raised eyebrow. I rolled my eyes and shoved him back into his room. Before he could come out, I closed his door and ran downstairs. Damn, that kid knows everything. I tiptoed pass my parents back and opened the front door.

"Jungkook!?" I whisper yelled from my front porch.

"Hmm." I jumped and turned around to see him leaning against the wall. He was wearing back jeans and an all black shirt with a leather jacket. I could smell his strong cologne from here. He suddenly leaned of the wall and walked up to me.

"Come." He said and grabbed my hand. My brows furrowed. "Come where?" I asked. He ignored me and began pulling me towards his car. "Jungkook!" I whined.

He opened his car door and pushed me in. "What about my parents!?" I exclaimed. He bent down and pulled the seatbelt for me. He clicked it in and paused. I felt my heart rate go up at how close he was.

"Don't look at me like that." He said in a low growl. He clenched his jaw and shut the car door. I flinched slightly when he opened his own door and got in. His mood seemed off so I stayed quiet. My eyes roamed the surroundings outside my window but I still couldn't figure out where he was taking me.

I looked at the time and saw we had been driving for the past half hour.

I let out a sigh and faced him. For some reason my eyes automatically dropped down to his lap. My eyes widened when I saw the huge bulge in his pants. W..was he..

"What?" He snapped causing me to flinch.

"Nothing! Sorry!" I said and faced forward.

"Pull down your shorts. " He ordered in a low tone.

I felt the blood rush to my face, as I pulled my shorts down trying to cover as much skin as I could.

Was he turned on by my legs?

"Fuck, Mei." He then whispered under his breath. I tightened my grip on the seatbelt. The sound of my name in his mouth and the fact that he was hard turned me on. My eyes widened. I couldn't believe such small things turned me on. What have I become!

I crossed my legs and squeezed my thighs together. I think he noticed because he suddenly stopped the car. He had parked behind some big house. I turned my head when I heard him aggressively pull back his chair.

"Get on my lap." He said looking straight at me. His intense stare wasn't helping the state I was in. In fact, it was making me even more wet.

"W..what?" I stammered.

He leant forward and unfastened my seatbelt before grabbing me by my waist and hoisting me onto his lap so that I was straddling him.

"Ride me." He mumbled into my neck. My breath hitched when he took my skin between his lips and sucked on it. I physically didn't know what to do. I've never been in such a situation before. His hands ran beneath my hoodie, against my bare stomach- caressing my warm skin with his cold fingers. His mouth then pressed on my throat where he placed a soft but wet kiss.

"Jungkook." I moaned and his grip on my waist tightened. I felt him harden beneath me. "Ride it." He whispered in a deep husky voice. I felt a shiver run down my spine as he bit down on the shell of my ear. "Rub yourself against me."

I clenched his shirt in my hands and began moving my hips in a slow circular motion.

He moaned at the friction of my thin shorts rubbing against his hard jeans. I winced when his nails dug into my sides. A weird yet tingly sensation was building up within me. It felt like my ovaries were about to explode if I were to continue to rub myself on him. My hips slowed down at the overwhelming feeling but then his hands took over.

My eyes rolled back and a soft moan left my lips when I felt him roughly thrust against my throbbing pussy. I could feel the heat building up through the friction between my underwear and his jeans.

"Fuck, I want you so bad." He growled into my hair. I moaned in response and gripped his neck as his hands explored my covered breasts.

Even his moans were hot.

He then grabbed the end of my hoodie and pulled it over my head. I arched my back when he trailed kisses down the valley between my breast.

My brows furrowed as I felt my orgasm building up. Just as I was about to come in my underwear, he slipped his fingers inside me. My eyes watered at the sharp pain of his fingers stretching my walls.

"You're so fucking tight." He breathed out.

I dug my nails into his shoulders as slowly pulled his digits out before thrusting his fingers back into me. "Oh, my God..."

My head flew back as the sudden pleasure overwhelmed me. His lips pressed against mine, muffling my moans.

I clenched around his fingers. "Jungkook, please." I moaned against his mouth. I felt him smirk before letting me ride out my first orgasm.

My body shuddered when I felt him pull out. "This is nothing compared to what I still want to do to you, Mei." I opened my eyes and watched him bring the same fingers that were once in me to his lips and licking them. He was insane- yet it only made me feel hot.