Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter twenty three •

I finally unlocked the bathroom stall and walked out. No one else was in here. It was only me. I walked to the sinks and looked up in the mirror. My eyes widened at my sight. My nose was pink and my eyes were now red and puffy from all the crying. My cheeks had pink marks on them from roughly wiping my tears with my sleeve.

I sniffed and grabbed a soft tissue. Slowly wiping under my eyes, I winced as the slightest touch burned my skin. Due to all the salty tears, my skin had gone sensitive.

I waited till my eyes were normal before leaving the bathroom. When I opened the door, the hallway was packed. I guess I stayed in the bathroom whole of gym class. Now it was the end of school. I blended in with them and was about to leave as well when I suddenly remembered I was still in my gym clothes, and my uniform was in my locker.

I turned around and began walking to my locker. Once I reached it, I took my uniform and walked into the girls changing room.

I pulled up my socks and strapped my shoes on before shoving my gym wear into my school bag. I swung it over my shoulder and walked out of the changing room.

Thankfully, the hallway was now empty. I looked up to see jungkook walking in front of me.

Ask him Mei! You want to know!!

"Why did you do it?" I blurted out.

He froze at my voice. I watched as he turned around and looked down at me. My lips parted at how cold his stare was. Did he really hate me that much?!

I took a step back when he walked towards me. "Why did I do it?" He repeated in a low tone.

He suddenly pushed my shoulder against the locker and slammed his hands above my head, trapping me. I flinched at the sound of him slamming the lockers.

"Y..you broke your promise." I whispered.

I could feel tears threatening to fall again.

He dipped his head to my eye level. "I don't keep promises, princess." He said with furrowed brows. "What? You think I will fuck you a few times and you'll suddenly become special?" He laughed.

"You were nothing but a random fuck to me, Mei, and you're naive self fell for my playboy trap." He continued.

I lowered my eyes from him as I could longer keep eye contact. His words dragged a dagger through my heart. I felt so pathetic and used.

He suddenly leaned closer to my ear. "Turned out you weren't good enough for me"

"And I just wasted my time." He whispered.

I watched his eyes follow my tear as it ran down my cheek. I could've sworn his eyes softened for a split second, but they turned hard and cold as he leaned away. Without giving me a second glance he turned around and continued walking towards the school doors.
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I was done crying over him, but I still didn't want to see anyone. After school, I came home and locked myself in my room. I ignored the knocking on my door from either soobin or my parents and I missed all Ae-Ri's calls. I even missed dinner.

I didn't want to talk to anyone.

I checked my phone and saw it was almost eleven pm. My head was aching because of all the crying and my heart because of jungkook.

I sighed and got into my bed. I sniffled before pulling the covers over me. Crying made me feel like I was sick.

My eyelids slowly became heavy and I soon drifted off into deep sleep.
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My brows furrowed and I switched positions in my bed. Why was my phone ringing! I didn't put an alarm!

Just ignore and go back to sleep!