Admired From Afar... |•JJK•|

• Chapter twenty two •

My eyes widened and I covered my neck with my hand. "A...ah right. I was trying to curl my hair and-"

"Don't care." He said raising his hand in my face. I gave him blank stare and slapped him hand before getting up and going upstairs. I had to at least cover it up with some make up.

Just as I was about to open my room door, my phone buzzed. I quickly brought it to my face.

<Missed call from Ae-ri<3>

I sighed and opened my door. Throwing my phone on my bed I walked to my bathroom and looked in the mirror.

"I hate this." I whispered as I ran my fingers over my hickey. If only he wasn't such a jerk after having sex. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like this.
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• Jungkook's PoV •

"What? so I just ignore her? Block her out!?" I questioned Taeh. I let out a groan and ran my hand aggressively through my hair.

I looked down at my phone beside me. Fuck, I was such a dick for doing that do her. I wanted to message her, call her and tell her I was sorry and that my behaviour wasn't her fault.

"We told you not to make her your weakness." Hoseok said in a low tone. I looked up at him through my fringe. "You think I didn't know that!?" I said clenching my fists.

"Look, we think you should go back to your old ways. She will hate you and it will all go back to normal." He continued.

But I couldn't. That would break her.

But my past would break her even more.....

I looked up at hoseok. "I know it's easy for me to say, but at the end of the day it's for her safety." He told me.

I nodded and looked down at my hands.

Hands which held her not too long ago...

"We got some fucking bad news." Yoongi said bursting through the door. We all turned around and looked at him. I watched as he glanced down at me.

"Your dad's in town."

I felt my body tense up. "He's not my fucking dad." I said through gritted teeth. I was filled with so much rage, everything went red.

He thinks he can just come back and expect his playing strings to still be attached?

I'm not his fucking puppet, and he's going to realise very soon...

I suddenly stood up.

"I'm going to the den." I announced before leaving. Whenever I was mad, I went to the den where my underground gym had been built. No one went there except me.

I needed to take my anger out.

As soon as fucking possible.
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The Next Day -

• Mei's PoV •

"Mei, can you carry these balls to the gym, please?" Coach Nim asked me. I sighed and nodded. I barely made it through our running exercise and he wants me to walk all the way to the gym! Umm, hello!!! That's across the whole school!

I quickly elbowed Ae-ri before standing up. She looked up from her nails with furrowed brows. Her mouth then formed a O shape.

"Coach, I can do it!" She exclaimed.

"I asked Mei." He said looking at me through his glasses. I fought the urge to roll my eyes and grabbed the sack of basket balls. I swung it over my shoulder and miserably walked towards the gym. Miserably? I meant zombie- like.

After a five minute walk, only because I was walking slow, I made it to the gym. I kicked the door open, for it to only close on my back. I winced and glared at the door.

I looked up and paused when I saw jungkook walking in my direction. It looked like he had been practising. His hair was sweaty and stuck to his forehead. And he was using the towel wrapped around his neck to wipe his throat.

Just as I thought he was going to talk to me, he roughly brushed his arm against my shoulder causing all the basket balls to fall out. I whimpered and rubbed my shoulder.

When I looked up he had just walked out the doors. I felt tears form in my eyes as i kneeled down to the ball beside my feet. Slowly wiping my tears, I quickly gathered all the balls and shoved them back into the net sack.

It felt like dejá vu.

He didn't even look down at me once.. Nor speak to me!

No! No, it can't be. He was probably mistaken. Like I said, he didn't look down, so he maybe didn't know it was me!

I dropped the sack and quickly walked out the gym. I looked both directions to see if he was in the hallway. I suddenly remembered he had practice, so he would've gone to the boys locker!

I turned and began speed walking down the hall way. I needed to know if he was ok. I needed to know if I did anything wrong-

I stopped in my tracks when I saw him and what I saw stabbed me right in the chest.

I stopped and watched as jungkook pressed his lips against some girl against the locker. His hands ran up her short skirt as he shoved his tongue down her throat. She moaned into his mouth when he did something under her skirt.

I didn't realise I was crying until I tasted salt on my lips. A sob left my lips and I clamped my hand over my mouth. He suddenly disconnected his lips with her and looked at me.

His eyes held no emotion as they locked with mine. In fact he turned around and began trailing kisses down the girls neck.

I..i couldn't watch anymore. My heart ached. I felt so used.

I turned around and ran. I don't know where but I began running in the opposite direction.

I think I was going to be sick.