asahi's pov
i watched as jaehyuk came and lied down beside me, we both agreed to sleep down. my stomach felt empty with all those butterflies i get everytime he is near me.it has been about a year since i started liking him, lliking him more than a friend, in my defence IT IS REALLY HIS FAULT, HE MADE ME SO VULNERABLE, HE would hold hands randomly, and would hug me out of nowhere. he was not THIS comfortable with others so i thought that he liked me, but i was mistaken. it is just me who liked the other but i would dare not tell this to others, it became so burdening so i made an online friend,who is y/n's brother. i made a mistake by letting him know that it was me. what if he tells this to y/n? or worse to the members?!!!! o h m y g o d . . .
"aren't you cold?" jaehyuk asked me
"not much, the blankets are warm enough"
"well i feel a bit cold" he pouted
i smiled,"shall i bring a heat-"
my heart stopped, he pulled me closer by my waist. my breath hitched when i felt his lips on my forehead. "good night sahi-ah" he never- he never did this before!
"jaehyuk ahh-" he hugged me tighter , my mind wasn't processing anything, but i could feel his warmth and all i could do was smile and snuggle.it was one of my warmest nights! wish he were mine.
jaehyuk's pov
wish he were mine, i was hugging him to keep us warm, his petite body in my grasp made me crazy, i wonder if he can hear my heartbeat? i pouted in the dark, my head was resting on top of sahi's head. i have liked him as long as i can remember. lately i just like him so much that i can't stop myself from hugging. i make all kinds of excuses to spend time with him. he is just so -- beautiful!i slept smiling sadly through the dark.
i suddenly felt cold so i tried to hug him tightly but the space beside me was empty. i guess he woke up, it was 5 in the morning why did we wake up so early? the others are still sleeping i guess. i got up and headed towards the kitchen.
asahi was sitting with a half filled glass in front of him
"asahi?" i waved my hands infront of him
"huh?"
"why are you up so early?
"huh? ahh i just woke up!!!" he gave me a light smile
i sighed,"i thought it was because i made you uncomfortable!" i pouted
"aee nothing like that jaehyuk-ahh "he ruffled my hair
i held his hand, he stopped and looked at me.
i took his hand and pressed it against my chest.
"jaehyu-ah..." he softly.
i breathed heavily, i liked him alot and i thought of telling him. now is my chance. because this thing is making me crazy. after he rejects, i can run to the dorms and then i will maybe cry and then mess up everyone's future. what are you even thinking? aren't things good enough for you?.
i said,"let's gmmph-"
my eyes flew open when i felt something so soft on my lips ,only to see asahi stepping back with wide eyes
"so-sorry!!!" and he ran away
i was still trying to process what was happening, asahi pressed his lips against mine, he pulled away suddenly, he was all red, he stuttered, he kissed me that means tht he liked me TOOOO??? i was just standing there touching my lips barely believing what happened
"jaehyuk?"
i turned around to meet y/n in her pjs
"why did asahi run in a hurry? did something happen? he packed hurriedly so he left his shirt here. -"
