The lives he lived

13. Phase One

Im here with another chapter guys.
The chapter's cover is mine, it even my lock screen.
Anyway enjoy the read

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Dylan was trying his best to avoid the two blonds as much as possible. Not that he didn't want to talk to them, its was just that he couldn't figure out his feelings. He loved both of them at some point, hell he loved a lot of people at some point, but with the rest it was easy.

Its been too long since he had any feelings for Lydia. Aubrey lost his love when she cheated on him and he kinda gave up on Aimee when she rejected him.
He didn't have a serious relationship as Stuart and Caleb. Katharina was dead and again, he gave up on Eve when he let her go to the future without him.

Technically it was too many years ago since he was Thomas and loved Newt. But the moment he remembered everything and laid his eyes back on the blond, all of the love he felt for him came back.
They were so busy at the time, to run and survive and save their friends to do something about their feelings, so he couldn't help but wonder how it would feel to be in a relationship with Newt, to hug and kiss him. To feel him in his arms more than few seconds at a time.

And with Thomas? Well Dylan was gone on him the moment he first saw him on their first photo-shoot. And he still loved him. Hell its been what? 24 hours since this shit show begone? How could he not love him after such a short time.

Maybe if he could remember his life in the maze before and he could remember Newt, then he could say that his feelings for Thomas was based on his feelings for Newt and their similarities. But he didn't remember and he knew that had nothing to do with why he loved Thomas.

God this was a mess. How could he choose? Even if not between the two people he loved then between all the families he made.

He shook his head to clear his thoughts and grabbed a bear and stood in a corner watching his friends and families with a smile.
He saw Chuck walking toward him and his smile got a little more real
"Hey Chuck, how are you man?"

"Hey Thomas, im good. Still processing how crazy your life is" Chuck grinned at him making him laugh.

"Yeah man, and it was only 3 of 9. Though if i am correct and she is showing them in order, then you are familiar with the next one a little bit" his smiles vanished when he remembered that, Yes Chuck was here now, but he was still dead. And as soon as this was over he was gone.

"Stop it" Chuck said sternly, poking him on the ribs

"Stop what?"

"You know what, stop blaming yourself for me and everyone else. Im pretty sure you are the most miserable shank in this room and some of us were trapped in a maze for 3 years." That pulled a laugh out of Dylan.

"Yeah, I guess I am"

"And stop avoiding the wonder twins would you?" Chuck rolled his eyes at him.

"Newt and Sonya?" Dylan asked in confusion.

"I meant Newt and that Thomas guy, but what is it with him and Sonya?" Chuck asked but before he could answer he started to talk again "Look, i know it must be weird for you, what with you loving both of them and all, and don't even try to deny it, but who knows what will happen at the end of this ? Who you will choose or not choose. It may be your last chance of seeing one or even both of them. Don't waste it."

"When did you get so wise?" Dylan grinned but couldn't help but agree with him. "I will do my best, but now that you reminded me, i should do some other things as well." He patted Chuck on the shoulder and went where Newt and the rest of the gladers where standing.