vengeance

𝐒𝐈𝐗.

third of august.
chapter six -

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THE WORLD has many secrets to uncover. Humanity and it's morality will never have the same mindset and so what would you do if the world will come to its end? Would you cry or laugh? Reminiscing moments or just stare slowly at whatever is going to happen?

Eventually all living beings are going to die and be born again. A never ending cycle.

Life is full of mystery and we'll never know behind its secrets, unless if one is willing to sacrifice it all. But you aren't the type who would risk everything, you were merely a coward hiding behind the shadows of your home.

For the rest of your life you were the one who was being protected. People who you love, slowly hurting just for the sake of your safety. That's why you've been distancing a line between them and you. Shutting yourself down, hoping that they'll forget about you.

But you don't want to be forgotten. You want to be with them, smile with them, and enjoy your every last bits of moments with them.

You were delusional for that. Imagining where everyone will be together once again.

Third of august. It'll be the festival tonight, specifically a few more hours before the festivities starts.

There you are sitting on a swing, staring at nothing but emptiness. No child was there playing, it was simply quiet and you loved it. Your body swaying forward and backwards as you used your feet for moving, looking up at the orange sky.

You sighed, "Why do I have a bad feeling out of the sudden?"

"Bad feeling of what?" A voice inserts, taking a seat from the untaken swing just right beside yours.

For a second you thought your heart was gonna blow. You take deep breath's, grasping for air. A hand placed on your chest, feeling the rapid speed of your heart bumping. "Please... don't scare me like that, Sano-san."

"It's Mikey," He pouts and asks at your intuition. "So, what was the bad feeling?"

"Nothing," You eyed at him, raising a brow. "Anyways, aren't you supposed to be with Draken?"

Mikey simply giggles, "I want to spend my time with [name]-chan. That's all."

No matter how hard you put a wall, they always breaks it down. No matter how hard you dig a hole, they always climb up just to see you.

It's already been two years, they still yearn for you. Why can't they just stop? They're just placing themselves in a horrible position.

"Hey," Mikey calls out, gazing at the sky. "If ever I go mad... promise me you'll find me, okay? I want [name]-chan to be with me forever."

You listened to his words. Why are you even special to him anyways?

Your mouth kept shut, not even a single nod as a reply to his sentence. Awkward silence stays up on the atmosphere, the sound of the swing can be heard. Both of you sat there for some minute.

Mikey misses you dearly. He still remembers when you'll met up with him and spend time together. He wants that back again, so why are you separating yourself from him?

He wants to hug you again. He wants to hear your voice daily. He wants to listen to your problems. He wants to stay by your side

Day by day you and Mikey were getting despondent. One day you both will be on your breaking point, clinging onto each other, hoping you both wont let go of each other again.

You stood up from the swing, "I still need to go back home. Bye then." And with that you walk your way back to your house, an aching pain in your chest.

A cold reply. Mikey can feel his chest tighten despite that he decides to ignore it. Keeping everything inside, not showing any weakness.

It was starting to get dark, you still have to attend the festival at the same time you have to wait for your brother to come back home and clean his wounds again, incase if he got into another fight.

Eito didn't want to clean his injuries by himself, he doesn't know how to treat them properly. You remember when Eito was treating his wounds during his first fights, he just simply stick a bandage on his face without cleaning his wounds with alcohol.

Such a weirdo, honestly.

"I'm back," You greeted whilst opening the door meeting your second eldest brother in the living room watching a movie.

"Welcome back," A simple reply. "By the way, buy me some takoyaki once you come back from-"

"What? No way," You replied so fast that you speed up your pace walking to your room. "Do that to yourself," You said before fully closing the door.

"Man... living in a house full of men is like being a maid. I'm going insane..." You commented, placing a hand on your head.

You settled yourself down on your table which was still messy, full of papers. Your phone was placed ontop of it as well. Without realizing you actually had eight miss calls from Hinata and five miss calls from Emma.

You stare at the machine and opening it up, texting both of the girls that you'll be there soon.

When was the last time you've went out to the festival? All you remember was staying inside and kept on studying. The biggest pressure you took from your father's expectations to become the best of all students.

You stood up from your stool, jumping on your bed. You only got four hours of sleep last night, you were stressing out uncontrollably to the point where you almost cried.

The school system should give sympathy for the lives of a child. It's too much for all students.

You were in deep thoughts. Then, you remembered what Mikey said. His voice seems desperate and you're there hesitating wether if you should do as he said.

'I want [name]-chan to be with me forever.' Can you do it? You do want to be with Mikey... but not now. Not when everything's a mess.

Life is meaningless when you have no one by yourself but that's what you're going to do anyways.

You told to yourself, once you grow up you're gonna move to a peaceful place. Where no one will find you. A beautiful place for yourself. There you'll stay until you die. It's kinda sad to think that no one will cry for you once you die.

Your eyelids were getting heavy, thinking too much made you tired. You wish you could just close them forever.

It wouldn't hurt to take a quick nap right?

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i have like another tokrev
fanfic which includes nsfw..
but the thing is im bad at
writing nsfw T__T

ne ways happy pride month !!
all of you are valid mwah ily <33