Behind the smile

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It's easy to take for granted, we drifted far apart, lost that belonging

Questioning each other, patience lacking, and understanding

Connection's frayed to breaking, misplaced feelings we once had at the beginning

Binding those together now, injecting those once both held feelings

A promise I'll make from this day forward that promise won't be broken

With respect to what we had, only true words to you will be spoken

Many nights I lay awake missing your every essence

Life without you suddenly turned into a death sentence

Agonizing pain down deep into my core

Wondering if forgiveness was something of no more

But then out of nowhere, you appeared out of the blue

Right in front of my eyes without a sign or clue

I found you once again as if the doors opened up in heavens

Can we get past our losses and pain that is my latest question?

I want to pick up where we last fell off and erase all the damage, I've caused

Forgive me please for all the lines I have sadly crossed

We are all humans and no one is ever perfect

I learned from my mistakes and ready to risk it all

Give you what you need, what you fiend, all that I got and even more

Because a love like ours is rare and something we should never reject

Water the roots of our love and put a lot of efforts

What I have felt for you was never a lie

And my shreds of evidence are my poems that rhyme for your eyes

I promise this time with every beat of my heart

To do my best for you because I can never see us falling apart