Alexander Black
Journal Entrie (3)
It had to be done. Magnus had to go back with his family and I have to look out what's best for myself. I could watch when Magnus left. But what he said keeps replaying in my mind,
I want to stay
I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to help him but I know my boundaries. I know that Gabe is powerful and that he can have me and my family killed in seconds. I also know that Magnus is dead.
I'm not expecting to hear from Magnus in a long time, in the back of my mind, I know I will never hear from him again. I have to be ok with that. I'm not ok with that.
Me and Magnus were so close to giving each other the world. We were so close to being safe. But I just couldn't keep him because he isn't mine to have or keep.
I am a 42 year old man, falling in love with a soon to be 18 year old. My life is fucked up.
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Just A Mission (Manxboy)
Любовные романыMagnus Rivers, A 17 year old boy, soon to be the leader of the Rivers Mob. Alexander Black, a father of 1, not out of the closet, not even his "wife", is the leader of the Black Mob. What happens when Magnus got a new mission from his dad? What...
