X/Calem x Reader .I'm Sorry.

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Calem's pov

I tentatively peeked through the curtains of my window only to feel my heart clench even tighter than it already had. Watching my one and only love leave not only the town but me in general. I tried stopping my tears from falling once again but I can't help it and burst out crying once again. Flashes of the events a few hours earlier replayed in my head filling me with even more guilt than what I already have.

"Cal, please talk to me..." Her melodic voice blended with sadness said and waited for me to reply.

"I don't want to go outside." I buried myself even further underneath the blankets. "They'll bombard me with questions, photos and more of everything."

"Then let me in. Talk and let it all out to me. I'll listen." She coaxed gently.

"Suit yourself." I replied.

I heard the door creak open and she tentatively poked her head inside. I shuffled further at the corner with the thick blue blanket enveloped around me. She let herself in and shut the door behind her, slowly walking towards me. I tiredly looked towards her and she smiled lightly.

"Tell me what's wrong." She requested gently as she petted my head.

"It's too much..." I whisper mumbled. "When I was young, the paparazzi did this to me that I rarely left my home until I was forced to leave along with the others... and now, it's happening again."

"That's not reason to shy away from everybody though. We're not paparazzi, we're your friends and I'm your girlfriend." She comforted, encircling me into a soft, warm hug. "You can always rely on us."

"And what? Get you guys along to the paparazzi's nose?" I glared at her. "I wouldn't like that to happen."

"Hey, don't be like that. We'll keep the paparazzi out of the way." She reassured.

"No. I'll stay here and you guys can live peacefully without the paparazzi following you for the rest of your lives." I insisted, my glare intensifying.

"Cal, as my boyfriend you've protected me from everything now please let me help you this time." She started begging and blabbering about how much I've helped her in her entire life.

"(Name), I just want to be alone, okay?" I sighed exasperatedly. "Times like this I wish we just never got together."

"Cal!" She gasped loudly and looked at me as if I just smacked her.

"It's true though!" I defended. "Ever since I got into your life all I did was bring problems to you! Team Flare wouldn't bother you at all if I have never met you let alone be your boyfriend!"

"So now you're saying it's not worth it?" She calmly asked.

"Yes!" I continued yelling. "I don't want this anymore! Just go away!"

"Is that what you really want, Calem?"

I froze as I heard my full name coming out of her mouth. She never called me that ever since my insecurity about paparazzi being the grand duke Calem so she started calling me Cal instead. I hesitantly raised my head to see her only to regret it.

Tears continuously flowed through her beautiful (e/c) eyes, the sad smile etched on her face made me want to take back everything I said but...

If I didn't do something, she would always be in danger. I would never go outside knowing that she might just share the same fate as me, being bombarded by the media. I didn't trust my voice so I just nodded, choking a little as I held back myself from crying.

"I respect your decision, Calem." I heard shuffling and her steps getting slightly fainter than the previous ones. "Adieu, mon amour. [1]"

The door closed... and I finally burst out crying.

Withdrawing from the curtains, I sank back down into the safety of my blankets and hide myself from the world. Letting myself cry out from all the regret I feel from driving away the only one who had been there for me at my most vulnerable times.

Je suis désolé... [2]

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Je t'aime vraiment ... [3]

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Adieu, ma bien-aimée...  [4]

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Mais s' il te plait... [5]

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Reviens à moi... [6]

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Thanks to a fellow deviantartist laurasanya for correctiong my frenchness in here XD

P.S. I don't know French, I just used some crappy online translator for this. If you know the correct translation please I'm begging you on my knees tell me the correct words.

TRANSLATIONS (Tell me the correct words please!!!):
[1] Farewell, my love.
[2] I'm sorry...
[3] I really do love you...
[4] Goodbye, my beloved...
[5] But please...
[6] Come back to me...

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