"Babe," She reaches out to kiss him again. Not wiping off his tears this time because she's crying too. Why is she doing this? Why's she breaking her heart with her own hands?
He pulls her body closer and kisses her tenderly. He then breaks off the kiss to look into her eyes properly. His fingers brush her hair strands aside and he kisses her forehead this time. She closes her eyes feeling the ache in her heart. "I love you," He whispers before picking up her body. Taylor sobs as her skin hits the mattress of the bed. He starts to undress her. He takes off her dress slowly and then looks at her pale face. His hands suddenly reach her cheeks to wipe off the tears which causes her to sob even harder. "Joe," She whispers trying to make him talk to her but he doesn't response. He gets up and removes his clothes. She watches his sculptured abs moving slowly as he does so. After removing his clothes he comes back to bed and hovers over her, taking her lips into his mouth again. She starts moaning as he creates the circles on her core with his fingers. She arches her back to feel his touch more intensely. His mouth moves towards her neck and he sucks on her skin there. She sighs and takes his other hand to place it over her breast. She's aching for his touch. How is she going to live without this? He fondles her breast and brings his mouth down to capture the other one. She cries out feeling the pleasure this time. Her hands wander through his hair as he keeps sucking on. "Joe," she moans out his name feeling flushed, "Give me hickeys."
He gets encouraged by her words and starts working on her body to give her what she wants.
"I love you," She mumbles kissing him again as he enters her walls. He groans feeling overwhelmed by her words and starts moving to create the friction. She wraps her legs around his waist to hold onto him tightly. For the last time...
He's going so slow, painfully slow. It's like he's trying to devour every inch of her body. But it's frustrating for her. She starts crying not knowing if it's from the pleasure that he's giving her or from the pain on her tightening chest.
The knot on her stomach starts tightening when he finally picks up the pace. She holds onto his shoulders feeling so full and satisfied with the romph. But when he finally starts caressing her clit with the equal friction, her body loses the balance and she comes while crying out his name. As she comes down from her high, Joe pulls back and his body falls beside her.
"B-but you didn't finish," She whispers looking at him. She's still trying to fix her breathing.
"Since when do you care about me?" He implies with a sad tone.
"Joe..." She breathes out.
"I've been nothing but a physical toy to you, since the beginning." His words shoot through her ears.
"That's not the truth," She shouts at him. She gets up and slaps his hard chest feeling frustrated. "That's not the truth. I care about you," She seethes with anger before sitting down on top of him. She starts riding his erection to bring him to the pleasure as well. "I fucking care about you okay?" She stares into his eyes intensely and he groans. Few moments later, he ejaculates inside her walls and she collapses on top of him. "I care about you," She cries softly. Joe closes his eyes holding onto her fragile body.
"Then why are you doing this?"
"It's better for both of us."
"You can't be the only one to decide what's good for us or what's not."
"Trust me Joe you deserve someone better. I'm too ruined to be with you."
"Stop saying shit like that."
"I can never give you peace. And...and you deserve it. I can't see you be so broken just because of me. I don't want to ruin the happiness you deserve."
"My happiness is with you, why don't you understand that?" He fights back.
"It's just a matter of time, the pain will go away. You'll find out someone special, who...who'll be perfect for you, who will never drop your hand in the midway. Who'll patch up your shattered heart, that I broke, that I'm breaking. You deserve someone like that. And I can never give you that," Her voice cracks as she tries to fight back the tears.
"I don't care Taylor. It's you. I want your consequences. I don't need anyone like that. I need you. Why don't you understand?"
"Why don't YOU understand Joe," She finally looks up. "I'm doing this for you. You'll get your answers when I'm gone. Trust me."
"I don't like this."
"You'll have to..."
The room goes silent again. They keep looking at each other, caressing their faces. "I love you," He finally says before kissing the tip of her nose.
She take a long breathe and turns around to the other side, to hide from these overwhelming feelings, to hide from his intense gaze. Because she's this close to change her mind.
Joe spoons her back from behind and kisses the blade of her shoulder, "Please don't leave," He says with a broken voice before drifting into sleep.
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The next morning, Joe wakes up hearing his phone ringing. He gets up and checks the caller's id, it's Karlie. He throws the phone away and goes to bed again. His head hurts like hell. Where is Taylor?
And then the realization hits him. How she said no to his proposal, how she left the party, how she thinks she's too broken for him, everything start coming back to his brain. He gets up from the bed immediately screaming her name again and again. But there's no response. "Taylor where are you?" He cries out for her as he reaches her separate room. But she's not there either. Then it hits his realization that she has left him behind because her cats are gone too.
Taylor is gone, forever.
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Excuse me who's cutting onions here? Because I never thought of crying while writing a smut part wtf.
I'm sorry okay?
Anyways, it's the end of the story.
Jk it's not. I'm not so cruel. 30 stars and 30 comments for the next chapter. Till then goodbye.
Love you all :3
Ps. I've never updated this fast lol (like ever) It seems like I just love writing sad parts...
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