Komahina And Hinakiyo short stories

💧The things we do for love☁️

✍🏽Hey guys so I haven't been updating and I'm sorry,I just can't get an idea to stick soo I'll use my old Sasunaru story for Komahina I have so many chapters so I can't wait to use them✍🏽

Author's note 'A characters inner thoughts'

When the character is remembering the excat words someone else said to them before

(Small commentary from me or the character)

When a character emphasises a point

*Action*
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Hajime POV

I couldn't sleep I just stared at the night sky, everything was perfect tonight, even the stars looked brighter tonight.Nagito spent the night with me at our spot, our bodies lay intwined together naked in the moonlight.

Normally I'd be jumping for joy I'm the one with Nagito not Kamukura ,I won his attention but the real question for how long?

I'm not stupid I know Nagito is using me for my body but it's ok because he'll fall in love with me eventually atleast that's what I keep telling myself, why do I keep doing this to myself? This isn't healthy its toxic but I'm in too deep to stop now.

I guess Nagito could tell I was wide awake because his body shifted alittle,holding me closer to him with a smile on his face.

I smiled back, maybe Nagito has finally come back to his senses.He snuggled his head closer to my ear ,his lips parting ,I held my breath. This is it Nagito is finally going to confess his feelings for me.

" I love you so much.." Nagito whispered

I smiled tears of joy rolled down cheeks before I could respond Nagito's voice interrupted.

"Izuru" Nagito mumbled with a huge blush on his face.

And in an instant I broke.

Everything in me just broke.

Have you ever been broken before? Have you ever felt like your going to die from the pain your body was going through? Trust me when I say that shit hits you,it hurts like hell and all you can do is watch your body break more.

My heart stopped.
My soul was slowly slipping away.
My brain stopped thinking.
I couldn't utter a single word.
Hell I could barely breathe at that moment.

These only so much a person in love can take until they eventual break. I stared at Nagito's peaceful body in disbelief then I did the only rational thing I could and ran off.

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I don't even know where excatly I was going all I knew was that I needed to be away from him .it took me a while to finally stop.

My knees buckled as my body finally gave out,I shut my eyes.
*splash*

I felt cold and wet but I didn't care I
just lay in the water with a smile on my face.

"I'm tired" I whispered.

I don't know if I mean physically or emotional but all I know is I am tired.

I sat up and finally looked at my surroundings.I was in the middle of a lake it wasn't too deep since,I haven't drowned in it so I think it's safe. I stared at my reflection in the water.

I felt disgusted at what I saw,there I was still naked crying over someone who will never love me back.

"I'm so lonely" I mumbled wrapping my arms around my shaking body trying to comfort myself.