The Rejected Daughter

Chapter 29:Bucky

"Hope" he said my name again and everyone is looking at me confused

"No" I said quietly before turning around and running up the stairs and to my room

I could hear footsteps following behind me but I was going into a panic attack and I couldn't breath. I was being sucked back there flashbacks playing in my mind

"Hope" I could faintly hear someone calling my name but they were to far away to tell who it was

I couldn't see straight and my breathing got harder and harder the more I saw the flashbacks. I had tears falling down my face but I was to numb to feel them and then it finally stopped

I looked up and saw mom in front of me worried and a little scared "Mom" I said my voice breaking

She pulled me into a hug and I just sat there, I couldn't cry I had nothing left. "Hope what's wrong?" She asked causing me to look up at her

"It's him" I said a few more tears escaping my eyes which I didn't think was possible at this point

"Bucky" she said confused

"Yes" I said not looking at her

"Hope what did he do?" She asked

I just looked down at my lap and shook my head "I can't" I said choking on the words leaving my mouth

"That's fine I'm here for you anything you need" she said kissing my forehead and bringing me back into my hug and running her fingers through my messy hair

I'm so tired of my life right now, I just want to move on and be normal again.  Living in the little house 30 minutes from here, being alone with mom and dad not knowing I exsist.  I want things to go back to normal but at the same time I don't

Everything I went through has made me stronger in one way or another I'm a better person than I was and thats all thanks to the Avengers and mom. 

"I'm going to blow off some steam" I said getting up and changing into some workout cloths

"Okay hon" she said watching me leave my room and head towards the training room

I was punching the punching bags as hard as I could, one broke open and flew across the room.  "Hope talk to me" Bucky said snapping me from looking at the broken punching bag

"Go away" I said picking up another punching bag and hanging it on the hook

"No Hope you need to talk to me" he said touching my shoulder

I turned around quickly to face him "I said go away" I said through gritted teeth before walking away from him

"And I said you need to talk to me" he said grabbing my hand and swinging me to face him again

"You left me Buck" I screamed at him I need to get this off my chest, I can't hold it anymore

"I didn't want to hurt you" he said looking down at the ground

"Well to late I remember you being the one dragging me out of the my cell and to the lab where they experimented on me and you dragging me to the machine that wipes my memory that was all you" I said my fingers starting to shoot little fire sparks out of them

"Hope" he said my name and that made me more mad

"You lost the right to say my name I trusted you and hydra used you against me" I lifted my shirt and showed him the scar across my stomach "you did this" I said pointing to it and then I heard a few gasps

I turned around and everyone was in the training room "I got to go" I said pushing through Steve's open arms and running out of the training room crying and up to my bedroom where Pietro was sitting on the bed

He looked up at me and held his arms open for me, I ran over to him and cried into his arms

"Promise me something" I said through my sobbs

"Anything" he said rubbing my back trying to calm me down

"Promise me you won't leave me or hurt me" I said looking up into his eyes

"I promise" he said before bending over and kissing the top of my head, this is the Pietro I know I can trust and love.  The person who I'm going to spend the rest of my life with

I could hear people yelling down stairs but I was to invested in Pietro's cologne to care, I was on his shoulder.  Smelling the cologne, "Whats going on down there?" he asked rubbing my leg

"Nothing to worry about" I said moving from his shoulder to sit on his lap

"Okay" he said looking into my eyes

I put my hands on his face and brought my lips down to his meeting in the middle.  Kissing passionatetly and intensely, I pushed him back onto the bed and laid on top of him "Are you sure?" he asked breaking the kiss

"Yes" I said taking my shirt off and taking Pietro's off as well

We kept kissing and Pietro trailed down my neck, leaving his mark on my body for everybody to know I was his.  I undid his belt and we got our pants off ready for the next step "Okay now there is really no going back after this" he said against my hip bone

"I know" I said shuddering under his touch on my skin and with that acknowledgement we did our thing

I'm sure everyone is hearing us right now but honestly who gives a shit right, we have all done it.  I mean our parents did it because otherwise we wouldn't be here today

We had finished and was now just laying on the bed.  I was laying on his chest and he was twirling his fingers in my hair

"Babe whats this?" he asked tracing the scar on my stomach

Shit "Um not now lets just lay here for a while and then I'll tell you" I said leaning up and giving him a sweet little kiss

"Okay" he said laying his head back down and looking up at the ceiling still twirling my hair in his fingers

Hi everyone quick announcement, I have some good and bad news.  I just got a puppy a few days ago so I'm focusing on her more than my story right now but on the good news I'm doing school at home for a few more weeks so during the day inbetween classes and when I'm really supposed to be doing school work but oh well.  So I am thinking I am going to start ending this book in about 10 chapters or so and then I'm going to start writing book 2

Originally this book was going to be short and sweet but then I kept getting ideas and then I got an idea that would make for a really good second book so if you guys will just hang in there with me I will hopefully have this book completed by the end of April and the second book stared soon after.  Thanks for reading and I hope you guys like the end of the book coming up