Just Another Girl

Lost

I have hidden myself
So well i fear ill never find her
For she was not what they wanted so i killed her
Which is disheartening for now ill never know
What she could have been

Ive remade myself to fit their mold
Their ideals, morals
Ive made a liar of myself
I dont know what
I could have been if id been allowed to flourish

I lost myself so id be forgiven
That phase of my life was over
And now i know ill never return
But that was me
My true self