After Heartbreaks!

Chapter 9;

Harumi's P.O.V

"Irisviel woudn't forgive me, I know she wouldn't forgive me for leaving her behind." Natulala ako after ma-realize na babae ang dahilan kung bakit nag kaka ganito si Lewis, oh gosh! Is that even possible? He used to be flirt with a lot of girls, hindi ko naisip na pwede siyang mag seryoso.

"Irisviel?" Tanong ko, I want to be sure, I don't want to conclude anything yet, pero hindi paba sapat to? Irisviel, that's a girl name! Right? And, and... The way he acted, he really looks problematic right now.

"You mean Irisviel, a girl?"

"Tsss, I know what your thinking Harumi, don't even." I grin after his statement, his affected huh.

"Sige nga, anong iniisip ko?" Tumawa ako, "See? Bakit hindi ka maka sagot? Hindi mo naman alam ang iniisip ko eh." Bumitaw na siya sa pag yakap.

Tumayos siya at bahagyang inaayos ang kanyang buhok, he even tries to smile. But still, frustration is etched on his face, natuwa tuloy ako. He doesn't know how to hide his emotions, so, maybe when he's upset lumalayo siya? I don't know basta, may laman ako kay Lewis, hahaha natawa ako after may maisip na kalokohan.

Natapos ang buong araw, after namin ni Lewis na gawa ko pang tumawa pero after nun nag sisis agad ako. Hindi na siya nag pakita samin, hindi na tuloy ang overnight nila Blair dito dahil nag aalala sila kay Lewis, walang siyang sinaba na kahit anong dahilan, he just left. Ako lang ang may idea kung bakit, but I don't know, I feel like I'm obligue to be there for him. Bukod sa dahil kaibigan niya ako, bukod pa sa dahil na papasaya niya ako... ang bawat isa samin. I want to be there, I feel like I need to be there.

Tumabi na sakin si Clark at niyakap ako, "Iloveyou." He whisphered to me. I smiled, matutulog akong masaya.

This is the life each of us wanted, masayang pamilya, walang problema. I have good friends around me, and I have Clark. I am more than blessed, I couldn't ask for more.

This is all I wanted, I'm contented.

Pero nung mga sandaling yun, dapat na isip kona. I'm so happy, there must be something wrong. You couldn't just be happy like that, because if you do, it's not permanent. I tried to do everything to hold on something that makes me happy, I did my best to keep everything I have. But no matter what I do, every single thing I have, is slowly slipping away from me.

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