LOVE ( MingKit)

Chap 20

Kit runoff from the park and eventually reach the seashores. He cried his eyes out under the moonlight as he walked by the shores.

The cold wind didn't bother him as he wanders. He has a lot to think about, to decide and, to make choices. Although, he is not ready for any of that.

"How far are you planning to walk, Ai Kitty?" asked a voice from behind him but a bit far.

"Ai' Beam?! What are you doing here? Since when are you following me?" questioned Kit in his hoarse voice.

"Since you got out of the hotel circumstance," answered Beam while smiling softly at him.

Only then Kit realized that he is out of the hotel area that they are staying for tonight.

"Care for an ice cream?" questioned Beam and, he dragged Kit with him to buy it without getting a reply. Kit will follow him anyway.

Both of them return to the shores with an ice cream each.

"What were you thinking that you didn't realize where you're heading, Ai Kit?" questioned Beam gently.

"Nothing serious. These and that, random stuff," replied Kit shortly.

"You know that I could read you, right?" asked Beam with raised eyebrows.

"Don't. Just don't read me this time. These are the things that I'm not ready to face. Yet," answered Kit softly as he looks down.

Beam didn't say anything for a while as he quietly ate his ice cream.

He watched Kit, who was staring blankly. His eyes were focused on the sea while his mind was not.

"You know, Kit, when Forth suddenly proposed to me and asked me out, I was so damn confused. Come on! I was on the campus, Casanova. I had my standards and, He proposing to me was very weird.

However, Ai' Kitty, I felt so alive when he courted me," Beam suddenly said that softly with a smile coloring his lips.

"Then why did you made him suffer, you jerk?" asked Kit while laughing slightly.

"Cause I was scared, Kit. I had so many what's if questions in me. I was worried about my parents, about society and, my feelings and Forth's. I was wondering if it's worth the risk." Beam commented calmly.

"Then what made you chose him despite these thoughts?" asked Kit curiously.

"Simple, because I loved him too. More than I thought. Suddenly Forth become my family and my society.

If loving him makes me gay? Then I don't mind being gay. His love gave me the courage I need to face all of this shit that may happen to us," explained Beam as he looks far into the ocean.

Beam's answers were like the solution he was looking for all this time.

"You guys ditch me for an ice cream!!!" there comes the accusing voice of Phana.

"Pha, what are you doing here?" asked Kit again.

These two friends of his are like a parasite that never leaves him alone. Yet, he loves them so much.

"We only bought two. Want to share mine?" offered Beam.

"And then what? Get killed by your stupid, jealous boyfriend? No thanks!" replied Phana sarcastically as he took a bit from Kit's ice cream.

"HEY! That's mine," screamed Kit as he tried to snatch his ice cream back.

"Unfortunately, you're still single and, you're the only safe option to share now," stated Phana as he didn't bother Kit's nagging.