It's me and her. Great. Now I'm crying again. It's been the worst year of my life.

I felt guilty all the time. If only I pushed that girl off of me that day. Why didn't I do anything? Why did I let her do whatever she wanted?

I still can't forget y/n face when I turned around. And our last kiss...

It has been one entire year, and still this pain in my stomach doesn't go away. It's so heavy. I can't do this anymore. There are lots of things I would like to tell y/n. But she's gone now.

I posted two pictures with the hoodie she bought me and I'm still wearing it...how pathetic Minhyuk.

DING DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

Someone rang my bell. It must be Jooheon with the others. I don't want to answer, I'll just pretend I'm sleeping.

I keep scrolling on Instagram and....

DING DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

Again. Seriously Jooheon, I'm going to kill you. He always does this.

DING DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

I don't know why but my heart is beating so fast. This is giving me anxiety.

DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG

As it keeps ringing I walk angrily towards the door.

DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG

I finally open it, looking at the ground and say:

"Jooheon can you please stop it?!?!?!?! You son of a bit-"

Jooheon doesn't have those shoes. I slowly look up until I see the face.

It's not Jooheon.

Y/n pov

I quickly stand up and run to get to Lisa's bike and now I find myself riding that bike like it's the most important thing for me. Now that I'm thinking about it, this bike has been our savior for real ahahah. Now stop thinking and ride faster!!!

Luckily Minhyuk's house is not that far. It will take me about 10 minutes.

Indeed I arrived in a blink. I let the bike fall on the ground. I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't even realize it actually fell. But it didn't matter at that moment.

Now I'm here...

I ring the bell. But no answer.

I can see the light on inside. Maybe he's upstairs.

I ring again.

Silence.

SERIOUSLY LEE MINHYUK, IF YOU'RE GOING TO PLAY HARD AFTER I FLEW HERE, I'LL BREAK INTO YOUR HOUSE SMASHING THIS DAMN DOOR!!

I start ringing multiple times. It must be annoying, I know. But he leaves me no other choice. I can hear someone walking fast inside. He must be angry ahahah. Come on little puppy, come and open the door. I hear him saying something as he opens the door.

"Jooheon can you please stop it?!?!?!?! You son of a bit-"

He suddenly stops looking at my feet. I see his gaze making its way up to my face. I don't know what he's thinking right now. But I for sure know that he didn't see this coming.

We're both silent. Looking at each other. Then I break the silence:

"H-Hi..." I say awkwardly .

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