The Violin That Started it Again

Part 3) Chapter Fourteen

I was just reading Event Ten from The Violin That Starts it All and god damn it I'm so happy that Percico was happening and now I have to write this chapter...Good luck.

Disclaimer: Blah, blah, don't own My Chemical Romance or Three Days Grace. But I do like their music. I also like Nikes, Adidas, and Converse. Unfortunately, I don't own any of those brands either.

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Percy Jackson

Caly stared dumbfounded at me. I was also complete dumbfounded at what I just said. Don't tell me I just fucked everything up and now Caly's going to become some psycho-bitch and a crying mess after I tell her the truth.

"What?" Caly seethed.

I gulped, but I wanted to fix everything that I did. My heart pounded against my chest at the thought of saying a single word wrong. Sure I loved Nico and not Caly, but that didn't mean I wanted to burn her heart and step on the ashes. Sorry Leo.

"I love Nico di Angelo," I stated firmly, and I saw Caly wince slightly.

"You...do?" Caly asked hesitantly with a glare directed in my direction as if challenging me to answer.

"I do," I repeated with a nod. "I'm sorry. I...I never loved you Caly."

The realization dawned at me just now. I never actually loved Caly. All of my feelings directed toward Nico were split in half; half to Caly and half to Nico? Why? I don't know, but it was probably because Caly just seemed so desperate that it just happened after months of her trying. Whenever I was with Caly, it didn't feel the same.

Honestly, I never really saw Caly. I saw her with short, black, and messy hair. Dark brown eyes and pale skin--not sickly pale. The skin looked as if it were made of porcelain, and her clothes weren't the white dresses or the shorts and tank tops she always wore. I never saw those anymore. Instead, I saw black. Black T-shirt that sometimes had a skull on it or a band like My Chemical Romance or Three Days Grace on it. Dark gray or black jeans adorned his slim legs, and black high tops from Nike, Adidas, or Converse always seemed to be there. The silver skull ring that I gave as a present at that restaurant were there on the left index finger. Silver chains dangled from the side, and I always thought that they were there as an opportunity to grab them and pull his body closer to mine and kiss his plump lips.

Yes, his body. His plump lips. Nico di Angela's body. Nico di Angelo's plump lips. The only person that I would ever love in all my lifetime. Nico di Angelo... It was so sad to think that he could be gone forever. I wanted him back.

So badly. 

I was going to fix things no matter how messed up Caly became. I was going to fix things no matter how much it hurt. I was going to fix things no matter how many times Nico rejected me. I was going to fix things no matter how long his grudge stays. I loved him. I love him. And I was going to fix this. I don't know when. But, I wanted it to be soon. Very, very soon. 

I wanted him. I needed him. I wanted hin next to me as I walked home. I wanted his rare smile to form upon his addicting lips along with the twinkle in his gorgeous dark brown orbs. I wanted him holding me as he fell asleep in my bed. I wanted to help him. I wanted to fix him. I broke him, so it's my job to fix him again. I can't just throw him to Silena and Annabeth as I wait for him to he fixed. I have to take that responsibility.