Forever | Herophine Fanfiction

02: Hero...?

Josephine Langford.

I saw the article they posted about me and Jacob I just hope Hero doesn't see it, something in me shifted when he let his heart out, it was like he let mine out too, I have the feeling of needing to touch him and take care of him and not snapping at him the whole time. I tell Jacob to drive me home as fast as he can cause if Hero is seeing that he is going to lose his mind. I mean it's Hero where we are talking about! He gets mad over the littlest thing if it's about me and a boy. When I come home I tell Jacob it's better to go and I'll text him, he drives off and I go to my house, it's dark, why is it dark, Hero likes to have lights on he hates the dark when he's alone. I slowly open the door scared that may something bad happen or had happened already. I step inside close the door.

"Hero...?" No answer, where is he?
"Hero this isn't funny please, I saw the article you wanna talk about it?" I ask but no answer, where is that asshole! I decide to text him.

Hero🥰: Baby where are you?
Hero🥰: love this isn't funny anymore.
Hero🥰: please babe where are you? Answer me.

Still no response, I had called him over a hundred times but nothing, I looked everywhere and still nothing. I'm desperate, I'm feeling anxious and panicked. I'm crying hopelessly on my couch, where can he possibly be. After three hours I hear the sound of the door openening. It's almost midnight and he's just coming in now, does he know that LA isn't the safest place around that time?
"Where have you been?" I try not to sound devastating.

"Out." He states before he takes a bottle of water.

"Out?"

"Yes! Out, you are out I'm out the difference is that I'm not with a girl and don't have dating rumours, all thought I couldn't care less about it. It's your choice, not mine, just be careful with who you'r getting into trouble with, cause if I can remind you he is dating Joey King, his co star, so expect a lot of hate Jojo, I'm in the backyard." He gives me a kiss on the forehead, why is he so cold to me? I decide to watch out the window to see what he is doing. He's watching the blue sky while, while, while doing nothing. He has never been like this not since I'm pregnant at least. I open the door which he doesn't even bother to look at me.

"Baby?" I ask him while he hums. "Why are you like this-?"

"What is that you want Josephine? It's. Wonder that you ain't snapping at me, so what do you want? Cause if you can snap I can play it cold, just tell me already and just let me be for a bit. I just need some time for what I've se-"

"You have what?" He shut up so quickly and he looks pale, what has he seen?!

"Nothing, just go to bed sleep a bit tomorrow I'll tell you." He simply says before returning to the sky. He is making me so angry, I get a firm grip on his face and make him look at me while I sit on his lab.

"What have you seen?" I question again.

"I'll ruin tomorrow for sure," he says, tomorrow is the gender reveal, has he called the doctor to tell him the gender? Unbelievable!

"You called the doctor haven't you? You asked what the gender was?"

"Not quite Jo, I know what the gender is but I didn't called the doctor, it happened in London, that night when you know you left me, and again when I almost blood to death." He says looking in my eyes, oh. He is serious?

"Hero," I whisper caressing his face, I didn't knew he went through this shit, this is why you need to be honest with each other. "Tell me, you had it in you for so long now I know you, you want to get it of you'r chest and maybe it was false we just don't know for sure, we'll find out in a few hours, but for now. Tell me." I give him a peck on his lips while I roll of of him to lay in his arms, he looks so surprised, but squeez me tight not to tight since the baby.

"No love, I don't want it yeah, it's also a bad memory, tomorrow I'll tell, I'm just happy you are willing to touch me again. Well at least for now." He narrows his eyebrows.

"Sorry Hero I've been so distant and been such a bitch things you don't deserve, I'm gonna be here for you now forever yeah?"

"I love that idea, I do need to tell you something..." oh god please don't ruin the moment!

"What is it?" I almost don't dare to ask what he wants to say.

"Tomorrow is the gender reveal but mum and Mercy wanna come," oh that isn't a big deal, why is he so anxious about this!? "They might don't be the nicest to you, since you didn't 'care' about me. I just don't want them to hurt you but I do want them to come, they are important to me."
He pleads, now that I heard that they might not like me anymore, it makes me anxious. I decide to make Hero happy and let him be. I don't want to ruin more for him.

"It's fine, if they want to be here for you that means something in them gives about me? And I think we can talk, I want to explain to them what happened," I smile at him, I really do wanna talk al thought I am really anxious, he gives me a smile back and turns on his side facing me.

"I love you," he kisses me fast then pulls back.

"I love you," I draw circles on his chest. It'd quiet not a awkward one but a nice one. A silence where you can live with you know? Just nothing is weird...everything is perfect.

"Why have you been so distant Jo? I mean, I know you'r pregnancy is hard and the hormones are tuff but, I've been accepting everything, you'r snapping, you not touching me not even looking at me, why? Do you had a special reason for it? Cause with Jacob or someone else you seem so happy." He looks at the sky not looking at me, I do have my reason but I'm scared I'm going to hurt him with that.

"Yeah, I have my reason Hero," I state, he quickly turns his head to me, he looks worried. I can't blame him I would do too, I mean if he would have done the same I did to him I don't know where I would be but I don't think it would be with Hero... my Hero. "The night you came back home, we made up and had sex, I wasn't in the mood really but I let you, it was so uncomfortable and I felt dirty and not because of you, it's cause of this pregnancy, it messes with my head. It's torturing me, it has been doing that for months. I just didn't had the heart to tel you! I already wasn't mentally stable and I try so hard for this baby and for you, for everyone I love. But it messes with me Hero!" He takes me on his chest where i cry it out, I had this in me for over so long I didn't even know if I could take it anymore. But I told him and I feel way lighter but it still irritates me that I haven't told him sooner, I wished I was open, open like Hero... sometimes. But I'm great full he is here, with me.

The rest of the night we spent star gazing cause we couldn't sleep. Around four AM we went to bed and Hero said he needed to pick up some of his friends, his mother and sister from the airport at one. I'm afraid, so I texted Kath to come here with mom and dad -who landed yesterday and stayed at her house- around one thirty, that case me and my friends would already be half way done and they can help me further while I'm not alone with Hero's family. It scares me how he told me they not like me, okey he said may but I know for sure Mercy is mad, she and I had a friendship and so I know her. I just try to get some sleep now.

A/N: Mercy and Martha coming to LA? Is it gonna end well?🤨 lets find out!😌