Alone||PJM

Part(13)

The nurse walked in handing us our meal and left.

It was awkward as no one spoke.
"Um you want some",he said handing me something I didn't see because I was trying to avoid him.
"Uh no thanx I- don't want",I replied again avoiding him.
"Are you sure?",he questioned.
"Yeah",I said still avoiding him.
"Hey why are avoiding me?",he questioned concerned.
I stayed silent,ugh it was embarrassing how can I face him just like that.
"I'm not avoiding you",I lied.
"Yeah your clearly avoiding contact",he said.
I then faced him so I can prove I'm not avoiding him but his eye contact
made my heart shiver.He had a smirk plastered on his lips.I started losing control of myself.Ugh dam you.I then broke the stare once again.What's wrong with me?
"Hey it's ok to talk you know",he spoke with a smirk on his face.
"About what?",I knew what he meant but I truly couldn't face myself.
"Anything that your thinking of now",he read my mind.
"Like what",I played dumb.
"Nevermind",he said.
Then it became silent again but this time I broke the silence.
"You know I'm sorry I overreacted earlier".
"What?",he said confused.
"I mean like when I kissed you,I was just trying to break the fight nothing serious",I said.
"Uh yeah I see and I'm sorry too",he replied.
"Yeah it's ok as long as we stay 'FRIENDS'",I said quoting the word.
"Yeah don't think too much about it we just overreacted and we are 'friends',he said,that kind of hurts somehow.No it truly hurts,really bad.
"Yeah",I replied with a sad tone.

Jimin's POV:

Whhhhhy did it hurt this much?
Did I do something wrong?
Does she not like me?
Am I not good enough for her?
Was I thinking to much?

Questions filled my head.

What are thinking Park Jimin?
You don't like her?
Not at allll.

I turned to face her eating her meal.
My heart skipped a beat as I recapped some flashbacks.

I then turned to face my meal it was frozen food that they heated up before serving,I didn't want to eat .I lost my appetite.

I'm tired of everything,and everyone.

I'm hurt why did I overthink?
I'm hurt because of YOU....
I trusted you but you call me a 'friend'.

It's your fault you were the one who started and I will end it.

I will make you mine Park Jennie.
I won't lose you,not to anyone including yourself...
That's what you get for playing with Park Jimin(a.k.a the game just began)

Author's Note:
Ok so I will try my best to make this story about 20 chapters.
And also thanx for the ultimate support it's my dream to make a good story.

I hope you like it so far and if their are grammar mistakes please comment and I will try to fix them and keep in mind it's not my first language so expect some errors here and their...
Lastly I want to get to know my readers better so I will start asking questions in every chapter so you can know more about me and my boring life.../:

What's your dream job?
I always wanted to be a doctor or a therapist.