This Prayer for You

Cold Body

Andys POV:

I let Monique cool down and collect her thoughts, she'll come around eventually and realize what she is here for. But then my thoughts were inturpted by a sudden crash worried I went towards her door and waited just expecting her to be mad, I was about to walk away when hearing a choked sob "Kitten?" I whisperd worried that she was hurting herself but that soon changed to the thought she was just being selfish but thats when the smell of blood started to spread and the quiet whisper "If I die tomorrow, I hope you will come back to me my love,im dying for you,I just want you to be happy even if its not with me" "Monique!" I shouted kicking the door down. A broken mirror with blood on some of the glass pieces but looking down I saw the worst thing possible.

There on the floor layed my beloved covered in blood and glass "b-babygirl?" I said my voice cracking slightly while my vision became blury falling down to my kness scooping her small and frail body moving a strand of hair from her face as I cried. Looking up to the sky I roared a scream so angry and terrifying if a human heard they would cower in fear their whole life. Black smoke coming out both of our mouths whiping around us but then disapering into the ground screaming. I rushed her to the kitchen grabing the first aid kit grabing a blood bag from the fridge along with a needle and tubing, conecting it to the vein at her elbow. taking tweezers to remove pieces of glass from her skin and bandaging the cuts and gashes just praying in my head I got her in time. I was done wraping the wounds and I stared at her with regret I broke down in tears and rested my head on hers kissing her cold lips chokeing on my own sobs "L-ady b-bug what have I done?" In so much pain I started to sing

"Then I lost it all

Dead and broken.My back's against the wall.Cut me open.I'm just trying to breathe,Just trying to figure it out Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.I said, "Then I lost it all." And who can save me now?I stood above Another war,Another jewel upon the crown.I was the fear of men.But I was blind.I couldn't see the world there right in front of me.

But now...."

I stoped sundenly looking up at her stroking her cheeck softly "I can" I manged to choked breaking down crying in her chest 

*1 Hour Later*

I was siting on the couch crying a bottle of whisky in one hand and a cigarette in the other "Oh how I miss you" I contined to say, The guys came in with blood shot eyes and couple of laughs here and there but once they saw me they went quiet "woah what happend to you?" Jinxx asked, looking up and I glared at him with such hatered puting his hands up in the air in surrender "Why not look in my room and  fucking find out" I snaped angerly at him a worried expression sweeped all of their features as they rushed to the room. Once  they left I broke down into tears again "God Please!" I cried into my hands "Dont tell me I lost my everything!" I cried harder "It was my falult, I was blind.....so many years I was alone had no motivatation to continue this torment of a child of a damned. It was so dark untill I found my-my ladybug she was that spark of light that gave me hope.She was diffrent unlike other girls those captivating big brown eyes those soft lips..." I trayed off thats when I felt a hand on my shoulder jumping from the contact I looked up seeing Ashley with sad eyes laced with sympathy "What do you want?" I mumbled cleary wanting to stay with my head and sulk 

"Well I got good news and bad news" he said "Jinxx said you got her on time to save her she's still is breathing.so thats good but because shes newborn and she just woke up and fed" he stoped and scratched his head "he says due to the damage she did to her self theres only a 2 out of 10 chance she'll even wake up, it could take monthes or even years for her to wake up but theres a small chance she will, if we continue to care for her well untill she wakes up"

I stared at him with mixed emotions hatred, anger, pain, but there was no hope to be seen in my eyes, I turnded away from him takeing a swig of whisky looking at the ground before I spoke

"Fairy Tales dont exist, I cant just wake my precious Snow White with true loves kiss"

My voice sounded so dull and broken you could tell I was only a shell of a man I once was their was no longer hope or motivation.The demon died, yes it did, but the only thing on my mind was the girl that is in endless sleep. 

"I lost my everything"