I get shocked to realize how much I can hurt because of you. My days are a struggle. Even my dreams are painful. But it's really hard for you to see all my suffering.
If it was you, how would it be? If these crazy days become yours? If you break down as much as me, will you know? All the pain that fills me. The pain where my heart is about to explode. How much I want you. My heart is endlessly down in the ground. I'm afraid of everything that surrounds me.
People say that you'll be happy when you fall in love. Who said that? Because I only know a love that looks at you from behind.
I know you already answered me. I know the meaning of an answerless answer. But I pretend not to know and I'm lingering. Do you know what I'm doing these days? I can't fall asleep, I can't even swallow anything.
As I look at you, I'm becoming more ruined, do you know that? I feel like dying, even though there's no way you'll come to me. Even though I know you're looking somewhere else. I don't think I can let you go.
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F*ck Buddy (Seventeen Meanie) | Mingyu x Wonwoo
FanfictionCOMPLETED After a painful breakup, Wonwoo feels like his world is crumbling down. Hard to move on, he finds himself pouring his feeling onto the papers. One night, in his drunk state, Wonwoo gets some help from his junior, Mingyu back to his house...
