I can't overcome this sadness in my heart. Another sleepless night. I endure it once more. I really don't mind the pain. It absentmindedly wakes me up again in the morning. That pain hurts more than expected. It's digging in deeper than I thought.
In the countless nights I spent remembering you, it feels just like hell for me. Can you stay by my side? Please stay with me. Don't let go of me, who is holding onto you. If you take one step further away from me, I'll just take one step closer to you.
Over a thousand times in a day, your face repeatedly appears in my thoughts. The hurtful words you said to me. Those empty eyes, that cold expression.
Please don't do this to me. You know me well enough. I'm no longer myself. I can't do this. A day without you is not worth living. I don't know what to do anymore. This is me without you.
Please. Just hug me. Hug me even for a while. Without any words, please just come to me with all the loneliness and uncertainty. Can't you see I'm still here waiting for you?
I love you. With all my heart. I really do. I shout it out, breaking this long silence. It may seem weak and foolish but it's my true feelings.
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F*ck Buddy (Seventeen Meanie) | Mingyu x Wonwoo
FanfictionCOMPLETED After a painful breakup, Wonwoo feels like his world is crumbling down. Hard to move on, he finds himself pouring his feeling onto the papers. One night, in his drunk state, Wonwoo gets some help from his junior, Mingyu back to his house...
