Gibbs sickfic

Chapter 18

Jackson: ok. Ziva: Gibbs didn't want me on his team. Ducky: he was still dealing with the death of Kate. Ziva: still ducky. I killed my brother when he tried to kill gibbs* walks out* crying.McGee: *chases after her*. Gibbs: *snuggling his blankie*.Jackson: well that wasn't very nice gibbs
Ziva: runs even faster. Runs home before curling in my bed *starts sobbing* w why d does he hate m me. McGee: chases Ziva home then just cuddles her
Abby: i think he doesn't want to get attached cause he's lot so many girls that come near him but me. Ducky: ya but abby thats the way of life. He doesn't have to like her but he shouldn't of tried to get vance to fire her. Ziva: mcgee why does he hate me so much. Vance: why do think i keep deining him every time he ask to fire Ziva she's a good at her job he just needs put the past in the past and move on. McGee: i don't know Ziva Gibbs is a hard person to read so i'm not for sure why. Ziva: i understood that Kate died and hes still mourning her but having me on the team doesnt  mean he has to hate me so much. Abbie: i didnt like her much at first but i dont mind much anymore. Gibbs: vomiting a bit while asleep
Jackson: Leroy doesn't like to get a attached to things cause of what he lost in the Marines. Gibbs: wakes up vomiting a lot. Gibbs: TonTon *coughs a bit*. Ducky:ya but still vance. How do you think ziva feels about that. Tony: snoring. Gibbs: vomiting up the little cacker he ate. Jackson: grabs an bin and hands it to him. Why dont you call mcgee and see how ziva is doing. Gibbs: vomiting
Abby: ok goes out and calls McGee*. McGee: your wonderful agent and person i think Gibbs is dealing with a lot in his head and just takes it out on you without meaning too. Mcgee: awnsers the phone*ziva sobbing in the back ground. 
Abby: and hears what ziva is saying.* gasps* before glaring at gibbs.hey mcgee hows ziva.
Mcgee: i don't know abs shes really hurting and its gibbs fault. This entire time shes been nothing but supportive no matter how he treated her before. Gibbs: not true. Abby: i wasnt talking to you gibbs. *walks into the hallway. Abby: is that her sobbing in the back ground. How could she says shes not a good enough agent or person. Gibbs: room spining *arms tenses up*. McGee: i don't know tell Vance we need some time off.  McGee: will do. Abby:*walks back in to Gibbs room.  Vance McGee says him and ziva are taking time off. Ziva really hurting. She doesn't think shes a good enough agent or person bc of how gibbs treated her. Gibbs: not true i think shes a very good ag *seizing*. Ducky: walks over to him and lays him on his side
Tony: wakes up and looks up to see abby crying. Gets up and walks to her abbs whats wrong. What happened
Abby: ziva is at home crying bc she thinks gibbs thinks shes a horrible agent and person bc of how he treated her. Tony: damn it i told him she was sensitive. Gibbs: *seizing*
McGee: holds Ziva and kissing her neck to calm her down. Ziva: mcgee im going to quit NCIS. He'll be happier if i leave. McGee: please don't if you do then i do i want to be with you. Ziva: mcgee i cant stand being on his team when he compares me to kate* gets up and heads to the shower*. Ducky: gibbs your ok. McGee: follows you and just talks to you
Gibbs: *bites his tongue hard*. Ducky: injects seizure medication. Itll be ok gibbs. Ziva: mcgee can you wait in my room while i shower. You cant make me change my mind. McGee: ok please please don't do anything but shower in there please. Gibbs: *slowly stops seizing*. Ziva: cant promise. *Closes and locks the door before stripping and stepping in the shower*. Abby: she seemed really upset tony. Tony: i think you should go talk to her
McGee: waits by the bathroom door. Ziva: grabs a blade and  shaves her legs.
Abbie: i will when i see her next. Tony gibbs really broke her. She use to be so happy and energetic but now you barely see her smile or her real personality anymore. 
Ziva: steps out and dries off before getting dress. Gibbs: sleeping after the seizure
Tony: yeah like none of my jokes or english slang nothing. Abbie: ya exactly. Ziva: walks out of the bathroom. Heads to the hospital before entering gibbs room. Tony: Ziva please don't quit please. Vance: ok what is it ziva
Ziva: removes my weapon and badge before handing them to vance. Im resigning.Tony: no your the best on the team please don't Who's going to do field work with me and McGee. Ziva: he doenst want me on the team. I cant be on a team where the leader doesnt want me.  He can get another guy agent.  Bye tony. Bye abby, bye vance, bye ducky and palmer. Walks over to gibbs before whispering you were like a father ti me.*walks out of the room before walking to the roof **grabs a blade and cuts both of my wrists* after writing i love you mcgee. Tony: ZIVA picks Ziva up races her to the ER and calls McGee. Mcgee: awnser yes tony. Tony: Ziva tired to commit suicide. Mcgee:WHAT! be right there. Tony: McGee you there. Mcgee hangs up and runs to the hospital before bursting into Tony's room. WHERE IS SHE TONY. WERE THE HELL IS SHE. Tony: right here now i'm going back to Gibbs to make sure he knows he put his own team member in the hospital. Mcgee: grabs her and runs to the nurse station. My girlfriend tried to commit suicide. Nurse: comes help McGee. Tony: changes his shirt and then goes tell Gibbs what he did. Ducky: wheres ziva tony.