Gibbs sickfic

Chapter 7

Tony: please I don't want you to be another name on that wall at work, please. Gibbs: I'm sorry I'm so sorry. *breaks down and has a panic attack. IM NO ONE THO. My name doesn't even belong there. Tony: your the best leader on our team you keep us in line you treat Abbie like she's your daughter.Gibbs: I don't deserve an Abby. Or any of you guys. I should have died with my daughter.
Teddy, maybe you should call this Abby person. Maybe she can talk some sense into him. Tony: yeah got a hold of him then. Tony: calls Abbie.Abbie: glances down and sees tony calling me. Answers yes tony. Tony: hey Abbie. Abbie: what's up tony. Tony: Hey can you talk to Gibbs. Abbie: tony what happened.Tony: Gibbs about jumped off the side of a building cause he got some news. Abbie: WHAT! Where are you .tell me now? Tony: hospital and bring dance. Abbie: be there in five. -time skip-Abby and Vance: walks up to the roof and gasps OMG what happened. Abby: Gibbs you poor thing.
Gibbs: hysterically crying. ABBY. Tony: he panicked. Abbie: glares at tony. You and I both know that's not all of it. Tony: he has stomach cancer. Abbie: gasps no it can't be true
Vance: stares at Gibbs in shock having never seen him this bad. Gibbs: you should have let me jump. "I'm worthless."
"It's all my fault. Everything is."
"Nothing I do will ever be good enough. I'm not good enough. I never will be." "I don't want to live anymore."
I will never be enough.
No one cares about me.
I am alone.
Tony: your not alone I'm here Teddy's here Jenny is probably wondering where we are at your not alone.Teddy: I got you Gibbs just calm down. Gibbs: you should have let me jump.ABBY! Panics no ABBY DONT GO. Abby: I'm here I'm here. Gibbs: doesn't realize Abby is here. Abby starts thrashing around Abby. Jumps up and runs inside. Abby comes back. Abby: Gibbs I'm standing right here. Tony: abs I don't think he realizes. Try hugging him. But be careful you don't get hurt. Gibbs: Abby NO ABBY NO. I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO AND NOW YOUR DIEING. I ALREADY LOST MY OTHER DAUGHTER.
Tony: Gibbs sweetie it's ok no one is hurt no one is jumping *kisses Gibbs to bring him back*Gibbs: jerks back to reality. Tony, it was awful Abby died. Tony, I can like without her shes my daughter. *sobs*.Abby: hey daddy.Gibbs: whips my head around. ABBY. Yo, you're alive. Gibbs: bolts to Abby and hugs her. You might not be my biological daughter but I love you the same. Abby: same here.Gibbs: groans before turning and puking multiple times. Sorry, abbs.Tony: rubs Gibbs back* it's ok. Abby: it's fine now how about we go lay down. Gibbs puts up and finger before lurching forward with a gag*oww* gags again before puking up blood. Tony: sighs and rubs Gibbs back* hopefully this will slow down.Abbie: um tony He's puking blood how are you not freaking out. And it won't not if he's on chemotherapy. Tony: Cause it's stomach cancer Ab plus he's thrown up blood before and they say it's normal for stomach cancer. Abbie: nods ok. Tony: goes with Gibbs and lays down with him. Vance if you guys want I can sit with the team and let you guys have the big office.Tony: That would be great thanks, Vance.Teddy: Hey Abby you coming. Gibbs: wakes up tony can you leave please I wanna be alone for a bit.Vance: yeah that way he needs to he can lay down along with having space to have treatment at work if he wants and both of you will be on desk duties while I go out in the field
Tony: Sure you want anything from home.Gibbs: one of your sweaters plz. Tony: Thanks, Vance.Vance: you're welcome
Teddy: I'm going to find tasty food. Gibbs: hey Vance can you do me a big favour. Vance: yeah what you need.Gibbs: can you watch Jenny for a few days, please. Teddy: goes to get food
Tony: goes and gets a few things from the house. Vance: sure I'll watch for how every long you need. Abby: watching Gibbs.Gibbs: thanks, Vance. Hey, abbs I haven't eaten in a couple of days can you go get me some soup. Abbie: sure then I'll call the team. Teddy: asleep in the chair in the room. Abbie: calling the team on her way to get soup. Gibbs: looks around and realized he was finally alone.* cries and panics* why am I so stupid. I can't even handle the news of cancer without trying to kill myself. I'm just not worth the stress. *starts hyperventilating*.damn it damn it. Everyone would be better off with me dead.
Abbie: ok I got soup and the team will hereafter work, Hey what's wrong shh it's ok Abbie's here shh your ok. Tony: at the house packing a few things. Teddy: *in the bathroom trying not to cry*.Abbie: Gibbs please stop thinking like that I love you like a dad would love his daughter please stop with the negative thoughts, please. Gibbs: I can't help it I'm sorry*cries. Reaches hands out. Abbie holds Gibbs. Gibbs:*slowly quiets down and hears quiet sobs. Abbs do you hear that. Abbie: yeah it sounds like it's coming from the bathroom. Gibbs: slowly sits up and starts walking towards the sound. Barges into the bathroom. Teddy what's wrong. Gibbs: teddy what's wrong. Teddy: it's nothing you should be resting in bed
Tony: ok I got clothes and your shaving stuff.Jenny: Vinnie why am I staying with you. Gibbs: closes the bathroom door.  Teddy, I'm serious. I'll sleep after you tell me and only then
Vance: bc Dada and Papa had an emergency to take care of ok.
Jenny: ok. Teddy: I'm fine Gunny. Gibbs: teddy please this is me not some stranger. Teddy: yeah this is worse than war you have to fight against your own body.   Gibbs: but just like the war ill survive and be better than ever ok*hugs him*.Teddy: yeah I guess. Gibbs: I'm a serious teddy. I'm not leaving you tony or Jenny and the team. Your family.Teddy: but do you really want to work during treatment.