(1) Why?

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Nini POV
Why did I agree to go? Why did I agree to go? Why did I agree to go?

Today, Carlos wanted all of us to go to the fair. The last thing I wanted was to be out of the house. I just wanted to be in bed all day and watch Netflix. Don't get me wrong, I love all these people. I just didn't feel like talking to them, or anyone for that matter. I've been in a never-ending loop of constant confusion ever since Ricky and I broke up. All I've been thinking about for the past month is, 'Why didn't he say it back?' That day did not help with my insecurities.

Kourtney's convinced I've gone crazy, but I wouldn't say that. Is stalking your ex who broke your heart and you still love on social media crazy? No, I don't think so.

I'm not confused about my feelings. I've come to terms with them. I love Ricky, always have and always will. I keep spiraling about how he feels. Dear God, please don't allow any awkward moments.

Ricky POV
Ok, don't panic. Breathe. How did Big Red convince me to go to the fair? I don't want to see any of them, especially Nini. For one, she most likely hates me.

I mean, what kind of person walks away from the love of their life right after they say those three words? A complete and utter dumbass, that's who. I was about to text Big Red, and say I'm not going when I get a text from the stupid group chat Carlos made.

 I was about to text Big Red, and say I'm not going when I get a text from the stupid group chat Carlos made

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I have a feeling this day won't end well

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I have a feeling this day won't end well

I have a feeling this day won't end well

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As much as I wanted a no stress day, the universe was not on my side

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As much as I wanted a no stress day, the universe was not on my side.

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A/N: This is my first story ever, don't judge if it stinks. Also, a story where Nini isn't in denial of her feelings?😱 Who would've thought such a thing could exist?🤔

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