Maid For You

Confused

*Nzuri POV*
... Silence. Darkness.
That's all I hear , That's all I see.

I don't quite know where I am and I

don't know how long I've been here, but
I pray for the day that this will come to an end.

Being locked away in here.. has left me alone with nothing but my thoughts... or what I think are my thoughts.

At times, it seems as if I can hear echos or voices talking back to me, But all I can do is shake my head and tell myself that 'This isn't real'. Lately I've found myself questioning God and I've been told that that's something you should NEVER DO!

But I just can't understand it. Why does God allow us to be put in predicaments like this? If he loves us so much like the bible preaches, then why am I locked up scared for my life?

Why are Blacks being targeted by Polices?

Why are Mexicans being denied the right to see their family just because they lack the money to get papers?

If God loves us so much, then why are we so scared to go to school or to public places in the fear of someone coming to shoot it up and take away our loved ones? I don't have the answers right now and that drives me crazy. I don't know how I winded up here. Was it because of the things I've chose, Or did God already have this written out for me? These are the things that my conscience went back and forth on, soon the voices overlapped each other and I couldn't decipher what was real or a figment of my imagination.
"
No." I say shaking my head as the voices get louder.
"
No! Leave me alone!" Finally backing into a wall and sliding down. I screamed. I was losing all hope for myself and there was nothing to pull me back. Maybe this is it for me. Maybe This is the end of the book that God has written for me. MAYBE! Dave isn't coming to save me...

*Dave POV*
"ZURI!" I screamed suddenly waking in a cold sweat. This has been happening ever since the trail went cold. No matter how hard we try to find something, it seems as if she's disappeared into thin air. I looked at the clock and it read 11:30am.
I got up instantly getting mad at myself for waking this late because I could've been up even earlier tryna find her. Once I've showered, I made my way to the trap. Walking in I could hear yelling and things being thrown, As I got closer I could make the voice out to be Shanta. Nzuri's Disappearance took a toll on everyone, but her bestfriend felt it the most and I understood, but lately Shanta has been getting a hot head about things and that's drawing attention to us.

As I opened the door, I saw her all in Wes's face and instead of anyone trying to stop it, they were all just watching like it was a tv show or some shit, Including Blaze.
"Wtf you mean you can't find her Wes??! How can you NOT getting anything off the fucking cameras?! You claim you're so fucking smart, but you can't even get information at a damn tape that's playing right in your fucking face!" She yelled taping the computer screen repeatedly. I sighed.

"Shanta. Chill!" I said calmly
She looked at me with hatred in her eyes.

"Chill? " she asked coming close to me,
"You want me to Chill East? My bestfriend has been taken away from me! And YOU OR NOBODY ELSE AROUND HERE ARE DOING A DAMN THING ABOUT IT!" She screamed

"I'm not doing shit about it!?"

"No! You're not!"

"Bullshit Tay! I'm busting my ass to find her! Every fucking day I'm losing sleep or having nightmares because I fear I wont be able to see my fucking girl again! You not the only one who lost her! We all hurt in this bitch! But we not going off on the next person because we need to work together to find her! The love of my life is somewhere scared to death and I'm not fucking there for her like I PROMISED! You think I don't know it's my fucking fault? Well Newsflash I do! And if she dies, I wouldn't be able to lose myself. Today makes two weeks that she was taken and instead of helping I'm here arguing witchoo dumb ass! If you not gone help. Then get the fuck out!"

We were both breathing hard as hell by now by all the yelling, but neither of us were letting up. That's why I fw Shanta, she's my little sister, but I can't take back what I said at the moment, My focus was on finding my girl and that's just what I intend on doing.