Obsession

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"Ji what am I gonna do about my parents?"

He looks up from his notebook, the sun casting a warm glow over his face. The both of us sitting on the balcony relaxing in the evening warmth. He looks confused for a second before catching on.
"I haven't even thought about that"

"Yeah I haven't either, I mean it's always been in the back of my head but so far it wasn't number one on my to do list" I sigh quietly.

He nods, "Fuck, I don't even know how to go about it"

"I know, but what am I suppose to do though? Call and be like "hey mom and dad I have a daughter" like I don't think that's really smooth"

"Agreed" He laughs a little.

"But I can't keep it a secret forever"

My whole mood goes down when I think about my parents and this huge part of my life that I've been keeping a secret. Now I'm stuck and have no idea how to tell them.

I look at Jiyong to see if he has any ideas. Although I'm facing a crisis Jiyong's face makes me smile. He's just sitting there looking so handsome.

"What parts do you want to tell them?"

"The part that I worked for you, you became my boyfriend and we have a kid. The in between is just minor details no one has to know" I smile a bit.

I notice his face fall in emotion just a little. I know it will always haunt him. I'm sure he doesn't go a day where he doesn't think about what he's done, but I see it as the past and I want to move on.

I get up from my chair and join him on the small outdoor couch he's sitting on. I cuddle up to his side and put my legs over his lap, his warm hands rest on my thighs.

"Well let's not think about it right now and talk about more important things like when we'll get out of here and do something. We've been hiding here for awhile"

We've been doing nothing but staying inside and lounging around. Jiyong hasn't wanted to go anywhere and at first I didn't mind. I love spending time with him and Cheonsa, but it can't be good for too long.

"I know I've just been enjoying our quiet time" he says.

"Me too, but we gotta get out sometime before we go crazy"

He laughs, "Baby we've passed crazy already"

He leans in and kisses me. His lips kiss my cheek, jaw and neck. I feel him sucking on my skin leaving hickeys.

"Ji" I laugh a little.

His lips feel so good on my skin. He kisses his way up to my lips again and slides his tongue in my mouth. We continue making out till I hear a soft knock on the glass door. I turn my head and see Cheonsa awake from her nap. I get up and open the door picking her up.

"Hi baby, did you sleep good?"

"Yah"

"Baby kissy?" I ask puckering my lips.

She give me a little peck. Jiyong gets up and kisses Cheonsa on the cheek.

"Hi babygirl"

"Dada" She wraps her arms around his neck, he grabs her from my arms.
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3AM
I can't sleep and I'm sure my thought process isn't very logical right now, but it's eating at me and I can't get it off my mind.

Fuck it, I pick up my phone and call.
Three rings and an answer. I could have hung up but now here I am.

"Hello"