Obsession

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•G Dragon•

"W-Where are you going?"

Making my way to the studio door I barely turn my head as I tell Jennie I have to go.

Driving to Vanna's place I feel nervous and excited. She has never called me to come over, but I'm wondering what is going on for her to want me to come over. Making it to her place fairly quickly I knock on her door.

"Mommy someone's at the door" my heart nearly explodes when I hear my babygirls voice. It feels like I haven't heard it in forever. Coming face to face with Vanna all I want to do is pull her into me, but I restrain myself from doing so.

"Come in" her soft voice says before I can even say anything.

"Daddy!" I hear the voice of an angel as I drop to my knees and catch my running daughter. Hugging her tight I feel overwhelmed. I missed Cheonsa so much and it hurts me when I can't be with her.

"Dada where did you go?" She looks at me with curious doe eyes. My heart softens just by looking at her.

"I'm sorry babygirl I was busy for a little bit but I'm here now" my fingers stroke through her soft hair.

"I missed you"

"I missed you too baby. So so so much!" I kiss her soft cheek and her little nose then I place a little peck on her lips. Standing up with Cheonsa in my arms I look at Vanna who has been standing behind us quietly.

•Vanna•

Smiling softly at the scene before me I genuinely am happy that he makes Cheonsa happy. After their sweet words and affection he faces me. Lost for words I look down at the ground trying to come up with something to say. Maybe tell him the reason I called him here...

"Mommy where's daddy? I miss him" Cheonsa's words catch me off guard.

"Honey just play with your toys" I respond trying to distract her and change the whole topic about her father.

"But mommy I miss my daddy"

"Please baby just go play"

"No mommy! I want dada!" She stands on her two little legs and yells. I look over at her shocked as Cheonsa has never been the type to be loud or talk back.

"Cheonsa do not yell"

"I want dada!" She screams and starts crying. Her face red with sadness and anger. Staring at my daughter bewildered I have never seen her act this way. Of course she had her moments and could act up and be a little brat but never to this extent has she thrown a literal tantrum. Her cries become louder and her breathing becomes heavier as she cries for Jiyong.

"Cheonsa stop it" I go over and pick her up trying to calm her down.

After awhile of trying to get her to stop crying I finally cave and pull my phone out to call Jiyong and tell him to come over.

Although Cheonsa's tantrum was unexpected, I used it as an excuse to have Jiyong come over. The whole morning I had been thinking about what I did making myself feel worse and worse about the whole situation. I don't know why I feel so guilty, but I do. The more I thought about it the more scared I got about Jiyong finding out. I wanted him to come over after thinking about it all day. I'm not going to tell him, but I just want reassurance that he won't leave. I don't want him to leave Cheonsa.

After some time of silence I suggest we go sit down.

"Mommy thank you for bringing daddy and I'm sorry for being a bad girl earlier" Cheonsa softly says as she clings to Jiyong.