Obsession

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•Vanna•

8:00am

Sitting here looking at all these people waiting for their interview I look the youngest among them all.

I was born in Korea and lived here till I was ten, then my family decided to move to America.
I decided to come back to Korea for college.
I've worked lots of jobs to make a living but every job was just shit.
Now I'm sitting here waiting to be interviewed to get a job to be some persons assistant.

"Vanna Kim" a lady calls out.
I stand up and smile.
"Follow me." She says walking away. I follow behind straightening my skirt out as I walk.

She leads me to an office with an older man sitting at the desk.
"Hello I'm Park Heejoon, I'm the manager and I'll be interviewing you today." The man says shaking my hand.

"Annyeonghaseyo chonun Kim Vanna imnida. (Hello I am Kim Vanna) I shake his hand and bow.
The man smiles at me.

"Please sit Ms. Kim."
I sit down crossing my legs.
"So I see you are in college, your very young, only twenty years old."
"Yes I'm in my first year of college. I'm actually nineteen at the moment but will be twenty soon." I smile politely.

"Ahh I see, why do you want to be an assistant at so young? This job could be a handful." Heejoon looks at me.
"I'm very responsible, I can handle big jobs. I need a job that will pay good. College is expensive, I also live alone." I explain.

"You do know you will be an assistant for an idol right?" Heejoon questions.
"An idol?"
"Yes, this job will be very hectic at time, you will have to be with this idol 24/7."

Wow being an assistant for an idol I thought I would be one for just a business person, but an idol is different I wonder who it is?
"I'm okay with that, I have a break from school so a 24/7 job will be good for me."
We continue our interview talking about the job.
"Thank you for your time Vanna I will give you a call if you get the job." Heejoon smiles.
"Kamsahamnida (thank you) Park Heejoon." I smile and bow.
Leaving I think about what idol it could be.

•G Dragon•

2:30am

Loud music fills my ears, I can feel the bass in my chest. My mind dizzy from the mixture of alcohol and pills.
Sweaty bodies dancing around me but my world is so empty.

Taking a cigarette out of my pocket I light it and let the smoke burn my lungs.
Looking at the bar I see a girl staring right back at me.
She smiles a bit. Raising my eyebrow I make my way towards her.

"Hi." The girl shouts over the loud music.
"Hello." My voice sounding raspy.
The girl comes closer to me sticking her chest out to get me to notice, I look down then back at her.
"Want to dance." She smiles.
"I don't dance?" Her smile falls from hearing my monotone voice.
"Want to have a drink?" She smiles again.

"I don't drink."
"Then why do you have a beer in your left hand?"
I smirk. "You caught me. So what do you really want." I ask bringing my face closer to hers.
"You." She tugs at the bottom of my shirt.

I put my hand around her wrist in a tight grip, pulling her to the club bathroom. Pushing her roughly against the wall I push my body hard against her body.

"What's your name?" I ask.
"Sara."
I kiss her roughly biting her lip pulling on it a bit. I hear her moaning. My head feels heavy.
Why am I so alone. My head tells me she doesn't want me, she knows I'm famous that's all she wants.

"Mmh GD." She moans as I kiss her neck.
"What's my name?"
"GD mhh."
I start laughing. "Wait wha--whats my name sweetheart?"
"Um G Dragon?" She confusingly asks.
Everything around me seems black, and dark.
"G Dragon." I whisper to myself laughing.
"You don't love me, you don't need me." I say looking into her eyes.
"What? No I want you baby." She puts her arms around my neck.
"You want me huh you want G Dragon baby." I run my fingertips from her hip to her neck.

She closes her eyes throwing her head against the wall.
I grip her neck lightly, she opens her eyes slightly in fear then relaxes.
"Aww are you scared baby?" I smile.
"No of course not."
I lean in and lick her bottom lip.
"You should be." I whisper.
"W-Why?"
"You don't know what it's like to be alone, the world moves around me while I'm eternally stuck. You don't want me you want GD all you want is my fame." My voice coming out in a deep rasp.
I start laughing.
"You better not let any of this slip to anyone from your pretty little lips. Okay sweetheart." I smile tightening my grip on her neck.

"O-Okay." Sara whispers scared.
I laugh, letting go of her neck lightly patting her face.
"Bye beautiful."

Walking out back into the dark, loud club.
My head spinning, my hands shaking, it feels like the world is spinning.
Smiling in pure ecstasy, I crave for this feeling every night before I have to wake up the next day to another dull lonley life.

Making my way home, my driver drops me off. Walking into my apartment.
"Honey I'm home." I laugh tugging at my hair.
I fall face first on the couch in complete darkness, the only light is from the windows showing the outside world.

My eyelids slowly close taking me into another dreamless night.