Obsession

30

•Vanna•

All I hear is silence from Youngbae's end of the call.

"Hello? Youngbae-ah?"

I hear a deep breath, "V-Vanna?" My eyes instantly pop open. Jiyong?! I didn't think I would hear his voice ever again. I didn't want to hear his voice ever again. Fuck! I just mentioned Cheonsa to him. Without anymore thoughts I just hang up. I don't know what to say. I've just fucked up. Why would he be answering Youngbae's phone. I'm scared he is going to ask Youngbae questions. Why can't he just stay out of my life?

•G Dragon•

The line goes dead after I manage to say her name. I can feel tears start to build up in my eyes. I haven't heard her voice in so long. I have so many questions. I can feel my anger build up as well. A couple minutes later Youngbae and Daesung walk in. I stand up.

"Daesung can you get out I need to speak with Youngbae" they both turn around confused at my serious tone. Daesung doesn't question me, and walks out.

"What's up man?" Youngbae asks as he turns back to the food. I try to control my breathing, but I can feel it become faster and faster.

"Why didn't you tell me you had contact with Vanna?" I say trying to control my voice. I see Youngbae freeze at my question his back still towards me.

"What?" He questions.

"Don't play dumb! How come Vanna is calling you, and telling you not to come over!" I raise my voice putting my hand on his shoulder to turn him around.

"I didn't even know you knew her like that you guys only met once before! So then I sit in prison telling you about her, and you go off and hang out with her and not tell me! What do you like her too!?" I yell at him.

"N-No Jiyong it's not even like that"

"Really now! She just called you telling you not to come over because a Cheonsa is sleeping. Who is that? Mmh do you guys have secrets now! Please tell me why you fucking kept this from me!" I get closer to his face.

"Jiyong please it's not like that"

"THEN WHAT IS IT LIKE! PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME WHY YOU ARE TALKING TO HER, AND GOING OVER TO HER PLACE!" I scream right in his face.

"After you told me what you did to Vanna I couldn't just sit and do nothing. I called Heejoon asking for her number saying it was about a email I needed for a song, he gave it to me. I called her to see if she would visit you" Youngbae let's out quietly.

"So what? She said no, and you continue to talk to her, go to her place, get close?"

He sighs, "Ji it's complicated, but I promise we're just friends"

"Bullshit it's complicated what's so complicated about it!? I told you what I did because I needed you, but I see your just a fucking shit friend!"

"Now you shut the fuck up Jiyong I'm not a shit friend! I talked with Vanna and she didn't want to visit you, but something I heard wouldn't allow me to just leave her alone. I got involved in her life!" Youngbae yells back at me.

"What is it that makes you guys so close! Huh? What is it that makes you involved because the way I look at it you were just going to hide this from me you fucking asshole!"

"Piece of shit friend! I fucking wish I never trusted you in th-"

"YOUR DAUGHTER!" Youngbae screams cutting me off. I almost stumble back at what he said. My whole body goes numb.

•Youngbae•

Shit! I'm sorry Vanna. I had to, I couldn't let him think I was doing something bad against him. He is my brother.