Stalker - - > Randy

Chapter 8.

Pov Rye

Andy and Jack decided to watch Netflix so I decided to look in Andy's room. I know that I'm followed him a half year, but I still don't know everything and I need to know more about him.

I opened the door from his room and at first I looked under the bed and found a book, covered with black and withe roses.

,,The Secrets I keep"

:,,Looks like a diary, but a boy who write in a book?" I asked myself and shake my head.
But after I opened the book and read the first page, I looked up with mouth open, because this is deeper than I thought.

13th may 2012

Dear diary,
We moved a few days ago and the holidays are over. I have to go in a new school and I don't like it to go there because I don't know someone. It's hard for me but my parents are still the same.

:,,It's cool there Andy!"my dad said

:,,You will be loved as the way you are!" My mum said

Nothing of them happend. I'm still the loser. I'm still the need. I'm still the freak and the gay one because I'm gay nevermind.

I hate my life so much and I wanna die. I often thought about to die and which way is the easiest, but at least I'm to shy and scared for doing this stupid thing like a suicide.

- Andy Fowler

25th May 2012

Dear diary
Okay today is the best day in my life, because I met a boy and his name is Jack. He's a Irish boy and his voice is so friendly and makes me laugh. We meet each other in the Mensa of the school and he ran into me and we both fell to the ground like idiots on work. I know him because he's one of the most popular boys in school. His friends are Jake and Alex and they are the coolest ever because they play basketball. Whatever it's just a ball game.
Me and Jack get known each other and now we are best friends. He's the first - and the last friend I ever have.

- Andy Fowler

I looked shocked into the book and close it. What the hell is going on here?
I felt the angry Rye coming up and after one second I stand up angry and run down the stairs to the living room.

I really need a doctor sometimes

:,,Jack I'm sorry but me and Andy are going out today for dinner, so we have to get dressed up!" I said to him and he looked at me with a smile.

:,,Oh so have fun and we can meet tomorrow or someday!" He said and than he left the house.

:,,Rye what happend?" Andy asked but I looked still angrily at him.

:,,I found your secret book!" I said and he started to shake.

:,,YOU FOUND WHAT?" He shouted with tears in his eyes

:,,I SAID I FOUND YOUR FUCKING SECRET BOOK FOVVS!" I shouted back and he stand up and take a few steps backwards to the stairs.

:,,I HATE YOU AND YOU KNOW THAT BECAUSE YOU'RE THE MOST HORRIBLE PERSON I'VE EVER MET!" He shouted and run upstairs in his room.

:,,DONT YOU DARE TO TALK TO ME LIKE THAT!" I shouted back and run behind him and before he can close his door I step in his room and he looked at me scared.

I grabbed him and pushed him against the wall, chocking him already a bit. Tears falling down his checks.

:,,Andy why are you keeping such big secrets and thoughts?" I asked him normally.

:,,Because everyone hates me, only Jack is my friend!" He cried

:,,I don't hate you babe!" I said and he hide his face in my shoulder while I close him into my arms.

I felt something broke in me.

A really big thing just broke.....

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~ Lele

13.05.2019