AVALON

Chapter 53 - Boy talk

The pic is what I kind view Nathan to be like, not exactly but the closest I could find in like two minutes of looking hehe He has mid brown hairand light blue eyes like Avalon

Hi guys this one is a short one sorry. I decided to halve it because I have a ton of assignments due and you would be waiting another week for it. dont hate me ;) 

Av pov

He's worse than even I imagined. Thanks 4 showing me, I didn't think u would ;)

 

 Personally Jesse I didn't think I would either but still, I try to keep my promises. I hope that he is just sitting there with his head in his hands thinking of how to get Zoey back and I hope Zoey is happy creating something fantastic with D not thinking of him at all. Although I know just how hard that is too do; not think of them.

My mind isn't on his text though... or him. It's divided between the horses in the back, how Amber will feel being turned out tonight because I will have to quarantine these guys – if she got sick from something I don't know what I'd do - and the text from Noah... and well just Noah in general.

To say I was surprised wouldn't cover it, in fact I probably looked ridiculous for the first second I was that gobsmacked he came, hell these sales weren't just around the corner. Then I can imagine he saw that stupid expression change a whole lot.

Fear that he was there for the truck money had come galloping in like a wild mob with a chopper hot on their tails, money that I needed to pay for the horses, for Outlaw. If he demanded the money I had with me for the truck, I wouldn't be able to save Outlaw and I already decided that nothing or no one was going to stop me having him.

Then the fear mutated to anger at the thought he could just rock up and be there after the other night like it was all okay. That I would just forget everything if he did, if he texted sorry again.

What are texts to these people? The be all end all? To me they just don't cut it.

All the fake 'conversations' I had practised with him had seemed to drain away so that I couldn't remember any of the smart arse stuff I had prepared to say to him except the knife in the back thing.

Can we start over? he had texted. Ummm, let me think, no. How am I gonna forget that he would just bar me over nothing. I would be wary all the time, just waiting for the next thing. It would be like riding a horse that has seriously bucked you off once, you would be just waiting for it to do it again all tense and jumpy. No matter how gorgeous the horse was. I realise now that honestly I had it pretty bad for Noah, I mean yeah I think he's attractive but there's just something about him that used  to make me want to hand out with him.

Used to being the operative word. Here's me thinking he was cool and stuff when all along...

Actually, I started to get real riled up thinking what he thought of me. Because really, come on, he must of thought I was some type of unmentionable type of girl that was so gone over Seth that I would do anything to anyone for a piece of him... and a liar.

A big liar at that because thinking back I told him straight up I wasn't with Seth that day I cut him with my knife. I remember saying something about Seth and his girls and that I wasn't one of them, that it was gross. I also remember the time under the truck saying I wasn't like Angel and Amanda. Obviously he didn't believe me.

I feel like punching something just thinking about it.

If it weren't for Chops turning agro I would have really let loose. Chops means too much to let him hurt someone for me. I would never forgive myself. I would have chosen to be injected with the enlarging lip stuff that Mum has rather than drag Chops into it.