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[18] You Make Me Confuse

Than POV

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My life is becoming a mess. Why this is happening to me? I come here to become an athlete not to face a problem like this. Practice is already hard for me and this problem just makes me want to kill myself.

"What happen to you? What P'Puen did to you?" That is my stupid friend who is being care with me. Yes, you are right. He is Pete.

"It is not P'Puen but P'Sing" I murmur. I don't know what happen because I am burrying my head on the table but I feel drips of water on my face. Shit. He burst out the water in his mouth. Yuck!

"P'Sing?" He screams and I hush him, "What about him?" he whispers.

"I don't know. He is just.... I don't know. I can't understand him" I sigh.

Yeah, I don't know. Really don't know. P'Singha is like a puzzle. I can't read his mind. Even though he seems so friendly, but sometime I feel like he is hiding something. He has an intention. That is for sure but I don't know what it is.

"Have you asked about it to P'Puen?" I look at him.

"Do you want to see my name engraved on the tombstone huh?" He pauses. This boy no have brain. If I ask P'Puen, he will make me enjoy the hell. If he was me, will he dare to ask him? I don't think so.

"Don't think too much" he tells me, "Now, eat your lunch. Come on!"

"I don't feel like I want to eat"

"You need energy to deal with your problems"

I sigh. Burry my face on the table. Yeah, he is right. I need some energies to face this problems. Why these two former best friends give me so much headache?

"What happen with him?" I hear P'Nao voice.

"Why are you here, P?"

"Looking for you and now I want to have lunch with you, Pete"

"You don't have your lunch"

I get up and give my lunch to P'Nao.

"You can have mine, P" I tell him, "I am going. Better you eat my lunch, P not eat my friend instead"

"Can't promise, Nong when your friend is look more delicious than this food" He winks at Pete while Pete wants to throw up because of his cheesiness. I am so done with this P. I better gotta go before he gives me another headache.

*****

What am I doing here? I shouldn't be here. I have to go back and practice with P'Puen but the hell I am. Why am I here now? In front of St. Sebastian School. Alone and go back and forth anxious.

I should go back, but I am already here. I have to do it until the end. But, what if P'Puen is gonna kill me? Nah, he won't do it. Will he?

"Looking for Singha again?"

I stop walk back and forth when I hear that voice. P'Petch is looking at me. I nod.

"Don't you think it is a bad thing if you are too close to your enemy?"

Enemy? Me and P'Sing? Hell no. We are not enemy. We just, what I have to call it? In a competition, we are just in different team who want to win a game? But in real life we are friends.

"But, they say keep your friend close but your enemy closer, Petch. And it is a good thing if I become close to Than, so I will know their strategy to against us in final match" P'Sing comes, lean his arm on P'Petch shoulder. He winks at me. I give him a surprise. He laughs.

"Don't worry, Than. He is just being jealous because I am getting close to you" He jokes at him.

"Why I have to jealous?"

"Don't worry P, I won't take P'Sing away from you"

"I am not jealous!" P'Petch walks away leave us. We can see his red face. He is angry. P'Sing keep teases him.

"Our member like to tease him because he is look so cute when he is angry. Don't you think he is cute?"

"Huh?" I give him look. P'Sing is unpredictable.

"But don't worry, you are more cute than him Than if you want that"

"I am not cute, P. I am handsome!" He laughs and ruffles my hair.

"I know. That is why some people fall for you" He murmurs.

*****

We are at cafe, enjoying our dinner. He paid it for us and I am happy to eat free foods. He just looks at me. Smiling as always.

"If you keep looking at me like that, I will feel like you are interesting in me, P!" He is chuckling then smiling again.

"I am!" He says that makes me choke, "You are an interesting boy, Than"

What?!! Did he just said he has an interest in me? I was joking and please tell me he is only joking too!

"Don't tell a joke like that to me, P!"

"I am not joking" He is smiling.

Shit. What I have to do? I never thought if I can make a boy falls for me. Is it a curse? I want a girl falls for me but it turns to be a boy. Why this is happen to me?

"And about before...."

"About.....what, P?"

"About thing you said to Petch" I try to remember, "It is ok to try take me away. It is gonna be fun" He is smiling.

What?! What he is doing right now? I don't know what he is thinking and how his braind works? For me, he is like a puzzle. It is so hard to solve. He makes me confuse about him.

"What do you mean it is gonna fun?"

"I will show you" He smirks then het up. Leans his body close to me. His face beside my face. I can feel the warm breath touches my cheek.

"So, this is what you are doing when you skip practice with me this evening, Than?"

The cold shiver go through my entire body. That cold voice behind me makes me shiver. I turn my face to see him. There is P'Puen stands and looks at me intensely. I need to pray for myself right now.

"P'.... Puen...."

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Sorry for very late update
I was stuck and been busy lately

What do you think about Singha anyway?

Xoxo