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[28] I Am Not Missing You, That Is A Lie

Pete POV

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I am enjoying my day by being lazy. Well, nothing to do and my parent is out for business. They are doing business trip, so I am home all alone. No one will scold mr for being lazy. Beside, I am out from team. So, no practice anymore. Kinda miss it, but what can I say. Everything has done. Now, I here feeling bored. Hope I have someone to talk with.

Can I change my last words? God really loves me I guess. When I said I hope someone will be here with me, God sends me Than. He is here in front of my home with bag in his shoulder. He is running out from dorm. And first time I see him in front of the door, I know if I will get trouble.

Talk about trouble, I am right. Than is bringing a trouble to me. He makes P'Nao comes to my house. Like or not, I have to meet him. When I walk to meet P'Nao, I see P'Puen comes in then drags Than with him away. I don't know what happen with them but one thing I know, my friend will be dead. Should I pray for him? For once, maybe I can be a good friend for him. Make him safe, God. Please!

"Don't worry. He will be ok. Puen won't kill him" That is the first thing P'Nao tells me when he see me so concern about Than.

"How do you know? Isn't it better if you follow them to make sure Than will be ok?"

"You want me to leave? Don't you miss me?"

"Why would I?"

He comes and hugs me. It is so thight and makes me can't breath. It is hard to breath. Maybr because it is so tight or maybe because I am nervous for being so close to him. I can smell his smell. The smell of masculinity and hard work make me so drunk. His smell is so nice. I can't get enough of it.

"I miss you, Pete"

No words comes out from my mouth. It keeps shut. I don't want to let him know how crazy I am missing him so much. His touch, his presence, his craziness and everything.

"P... I can't breath..."

He let go of the hug and says sorry. It is so cute when he is apologizing and wondering if I get hurt or not. Such a care taker. Wait. Why I praise him?

"You are blushing"

"The weather is hot" I lie and he is just smiling, as always.

"You are so cute"

"I know!" He gives me a quick peck on my cheek. It was so quick, so I can't defence myself. I am careless.

"You?!!"

"It is your fault for being careless and for being so cute"

Yes, blame me for everything. You are the one who are doing bad thing, but I am the one who got blamed. I am the victim here!

"Can I have another one? But this time on your lips" He winks. I kick his leg and he yelps.

I back in the house and leave him outside. He keep calls me and follows me from behind. I can't help but smile, but I try to keep my face straight. I don't want to show how happy I am now. Well, sometime he needs to be punished.

"Where is your parent?"

"Business trip for two weeks"

I can see how happy he is when I tell him about it. His face is change to be, what I have to say? A pervert. Yes, that smirk is full of pervertness.

"And no, you can't stay here. I am fine on my own" I say before he opens his mouth. He pouts. I know what he thinks. Sorry P, it is not gonna happen like what you think.

"Why?"

"I can see what you want and it is not gonna happen!"

He comes closer. Sits beside me and lean his face near mine. He gives me that mischievous smile.

"So, what do you think I want huh?" He raises up his eye brows for few times. He knows how to make me nervous. Being alone with him in this big house makes me so nervous. As rhe result of my nervousness, I push him away. He is sulking but I ignore him. I still busy to calm my own heart. Hope he won't notice how nervous I am right now.

"Your home is so big. You are a rich boy. I need to work hard to please my parent in law" He looks around.

"Parent in law your ass! They are my parent, not yours!"

"Soon to be mine also" He grins, "And don't be rude to me. I am still older than you. Use honoric or else I will kiss you"

He threats me again with that weapon, a kiss. He always does it to threat me and it always works. Well, a kiss from him always scares me anyway. Not like I don't like it. It is just, I afraid I will lost control when he kisses me. I can't get enough of him. I don't know since when this happens to me. I never realise how and why he affects me so much. I should blame him, right? But no, I kinda like it. He makes me crazy sometime.

"Ok...."

"Ok what? Will you let me kiss you?" This boy. Duh.

"In your dream!"

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It is been while since P'Puen dragged Than away and they haven't been came back. Where are they? It is 11pm already and P'Nao is drifting in his dream. He is sleeping like a baby now. And no, he is not sleeping in my room. On the couch in living room. I won't let him sleep on my bed. It is dangerous.

He is sleeping like a baby. Soundly. I can see how tired he is, physically and mentally. How many times I have make sounds but he never ever bother with it. Like he is passing out.

Look at his face now. Why he is so handsome? Is this the boy that I know. He become so handsome now. It is been while since last time I met him. I bet lot of girls are trying to hit on him.

"Why you become so handsome, P?"

I know I act like a silly boy. Talking to a sleep boy who can't hear or talk back to me. But don't blame me. Blame him instead who makes me become like this.

I care his head gently. Try to be gentle as I can be because I don't want to disturb his sleep. I care his face. His eyes, nose, lips. He is so perfect. At least for me, he is so perfect. Damn me. I have fall for him. He is smiling in his sleep.

"Why are you smiling? Do you think I am look funny right now? Or are you dreaming about girls who make a move on you?"

Shit. Why I am acting like this? So silly! Wake up Pete. Don't be silly. You are talking nonsense!

I get up and back to my room. Showering and clean myself before get to bed. I back to him and cover him with a blanket. I don't want him to feel cold. Well, it is a manner for someone to a guest, right?

I care his hair again for last time. I can't help but smile to see his peaceful face. Maybe a spirit possesses me and makes me do something that I never imagine before. I lean my face to his. Kiss his forehead then move to his lips.

I kiss him. So tender. I hope he will feel it in his sleep. Maybe he dreams me kiss him. I hope so.

It was a lie when I told him if I am not missing him. It was a lie, a big lie. Yes, I miss him so much. And I am so happy he comes to see me. I never know if someone can make me happy like this. Just a presence of him can make my heart feel so happy. A full of happiness.

"Yeah, sure. I can see you are not missing him at all, Pete!" A sarcastic sound comes from behind me.

Shit. It is Than. Why he has to come at this time, at this moment? Why? I can see his naughty smirk and I hatr it so much.

Can someone kills me now?

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Poor Pete
Poor my little brother
Someone needs to protect him from evil Than! 😏