Maybe I am insane (dan howell x reader)

Chapter 14. No more light

"Off to wonderland we go."
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I don't know how long it's been, maybe five days, or six? I've been stuck in here for so long with no food I've been feeling sick and nations.

I felt tears falling from my face as I felt like I was losing my mind, I wanted to scream yet held it in. My eyes widened as I saw
the door start to open up, I back away fearing it was Ms. Sugg, yet a sigh of relief escaped my lips as I realised it was Dan.

"I'm taking you out too the lobby, then you need to take your pills." He spoke.

I wanted to argue with him, I wanted to tell him everything yet I knew it would back fire into me getting locked up without food for even longer.

I stood up wiping the tears from my face as I walked past him, "you know she's just tricking you right?" I questioned sternly avoiding eye contact with him.

He rolled his, "yes, and I'm going to believe the psychopath locked up here for being a delusional reck." He spoke sarcastically as he pushed me towards the door harshly.

I scoffed and opened the door as I looked around seeing only a couple people in the lobby, yet I felt myself become startled as I saw Phil walking in like usual. Wait, does Dan even remember Phil anymore?

I turned my head and saw Dan have no reaction to the black haired guy walking in, 'maybe he doesn't' I thought.

I walked over to Phil and hugged him, "Phil, too much is happening, everything's changing again." I spoke in a panic.

Phil looked at me worryingly as he hugged me tightly, "w-what are you talking about?" He questioned.

I grabbed his hand and walked him over to the coach, I tried to stay calm but it was difficult when I felt as if my entire existence was crumbling slowly.

"Dans not Dan anymore." I spoke holding in my tears.

Phil gave me a confused look wondering what I meant by that, "it's a long story...but that's not the Dan we know." I spoke while shaking my head slowly.

Before I could finish anything else I saw Chris come out and right away he saw me and ran over, "(y/n), we need to talk, now." He spoke sternly in a whispering tone.

"What is it?" I questioned whispering back.

"Not here, come on, Phil you too." He spoke as he walked over to the bathroom corner where me and Dan usually went.

He turned over to me, he seemed scared, his breath was hitched and his hands were shaky.

"We're gonna escape, tonight." He said bluntly.

My eyes widened in disbelief, "how, There's no way I'll be able to get anywhere, I'm in a different cell that's locked up a lot more then our usual ones." I explained.

"Wait you got solitary confinement?" Chris questioned in disbelief.

"Long story." I said bluntly not wanting to talk about it.

"Whatever, it doesn't matter, we're doing this soon. Where's Dan? we can take him too." Chris questioned looking over at me.

I sighed, and with whatever I had left, I controlled myself as I quickly explained to them everything that had happened. They stood with their mouths dropped slightly.

"Shit." Chris cursed under his breath, "this ruins our hole plan!" He exclaimed becoming frustrated.

"Wait didn't you say he had a gun?" Phil questioned.