Maybe I am insane (dan howell x reader)

Chapter 10. Save us

"Hello and I'm I'm sorry, a salutations and a farewell, I don't have much time."
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(Dans p.o.v)

I ran out the room, as I felt my heart beat picking up, my brain ran in circles as I started sweating. I was remembering things that I don't actually remember. I stopped running and paused as I tried to catch my breath, looking extremely confused as I tried to put the pieces together but I couldn't, I don't understand this! I clenched my fist harshly as I tried to push my thoughts aside and began running again.

~ memory~

"Hello, Daniel." (Y/n) spoke entering the room.

"Oh you're obviously new, aren't you?" I questioned laughing psychotically.

"Why do you say that?" She asked while taking a couple steps back keeping her distance.

"Well usually they can't find anyone that would actually be brave enough to enter the same room as me." I giggled while whipping a tear from my eye from laughing so hard.

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My head started pounding as I snapped out of it, why do I remember this? How do I remember this? Something's not right. I keep getting little memories but I don't know what they mean.

rEmEmBer mE?

I stopped as I found my cell, quickly unlocking it and almost dropping the keys as my hands were shaking uncontrollably. I walked in and slammed it shut, pressing my back against the wall and taking a deep breath in to calm myself.

Yet I turned my head over to see cat standing against a wall staring at me, "wow, I thought you'd never leave." She smirked walking over to me and putting her arms around me.

"C-cat, not now." I said trying to sound demanding yet it came out as a scared tone.

She rolled her eyes playfully then attached her lips too mine, I started to kiss her back then stopped when all it did was remind me of
(Y/n). I pushed her off harshly and she almost fell to ground yet caught herself with her foot.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" She hissed as she stood up.

I stayed silent and began to turn around as I started to unlock the cell again, I needed to talk to (y/n) about this, now.

Yet before I could open the door, I felt an arm grab the keys and throw them across the room, "I asked what the fuck was wrong?" She said in an overly dramatic tone.

I was silenced and didn't know what to do or say, so without thinking I mindlessly connected my lips with hers. I don't know why but I felt as if it was a way to shut both her and my thoughts up. But it didn't work, in fact all it did was bring up another memory that I don't recall happening.

~memory~

My hands traveled from her arms to her waist, "dan, what are you-" her breath fastens as She moved her arms up, yet I pushed them back down, I began to kiss her neck. Her breath gets heavier, "dan, we can't do this here."

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I remember kissing (y/n) , w-why do I remember kissing her? I pushed cat off of me as I had another realisation, and looked at her as I blinked once. I looked down at my hands and continuously whispered 'stop' to myself as I wanted these thoughts to leave. Yet without thinking I walked over and grabbed the keys from the floor, quickly unlocking the door and running out, completely ignoring anything cat had to tell as I left.

(Y/n's p.o.v.)

I was still sat on the floor, reminiscing the old memories me and dan used to have, pondering wether they even mean anything now. Yet these thoughts were interrupted as The door unlocked and I looked up to see Dan looking down at me.

"We need to talk...now." He said in demanding tone as I began to stand up, whipping the dry tears from my eyes.

"Why do I remember you?" He questioned, sounding shaken.

I took a step back yet he followed, I know he wants answers but I can't bring myself to explain everything.

I stay silent.

He looked at me and his fist were clenched, he was getting mad and mildly frustrated, I didn't know what to do.

A couple seconds of silence go by yet it's broken when Dan starts cursing under his breath.

"Fucking stop it already." He mumbles loud enough for me to hear, yet it seemed like he was talking to someone else.

"W-what?" I asked in confusion.

He sighed and sat down on the bed, he looked so broken, I know because I remember that look.

I was done. I was over this stupid game, I was over whatever the asylum was trying to hide from me. I'm done feeling weak. Without saying a word, I walked over to Dan, looking down at him as he was sitting on the bed. He looked at me in confusion as he raised an eye brow. And I prepared myself by taking a deep breath trying to calm myself down before I spoke my next word.

"My name is (y/n) (y/l/n) and I originally worked here at Rose Mary asylum. Your name is Daniel James Howell and you're 26, you're birthday is on June 11th and no one is completely positive on why you're here. There was no further information of your record....and I know this because you were my patient."