Complicated Love Nash/Hayes Grier/ Matthew Espinosa

Our apology.

Mitzy's Pov.

I went running up to my room, in tears.

"I just hate my life." I say crying.

"Why cant it just end?" I say.

"And when I want to end it, I just get to scared." I cry.

I go in my room and lock myself in.

I had to get my pain off. And I knew one way.........cutting.

Yes, I did obvouisly brought my box. I know i promised to Max i wouldnt do it anymore. But i just cant stop.

I grabbed the box and opened it.

"Hello." I say grabbing the blade.

I take it and pull my arm out.

" No, I shouldnt." I say.

"But ugh! I cant help it." I say frustrated.

I put it against my skin and started sliding it. Over and over and over and over again. I did it.

"My life is such a failure, I was fating my own step brother." I cryed.

My arm was bleeding a lot. I grabbed my rag that was inside the box and cleaned my arm up.

"Ow." I cryed in pain.

It never hurt me this much.

"Mitzy open up." Max said angrily knocking on the door.

"F*ck." I whispered.

I put my box away and opened the door. I was still crying.

"Mitzy." Max said.

"What." I said still crying.

I was pain.

"Ugh Mitzy dont cry." Max said.

I felt liquid in my arms. I turned around and checked them.

F*ck I was bleeding still. I never bleed this much. Did i do it that deep?

"Mitzy, please stop acting this way with dad." He said touching my shoulder.

"I cant, even though I try." I say crying even more.

Max was going to catch me selfharming again. The blood starting rolling down my arm.

"Mitzy, look at me." Max says.

Sh*t I'm f*cked. Should I tell him?? He's going to find out anyway.

"Max, I'm sorry." I say hugging him.

"For what?" Max asked.

"For not keeping any of my promises." I say still hugging him.

"What do you mean?" He asked confused.

"I didnt keep the cutting or dad promise." I cry.

Did I just say dad? I know I say "Step dad" But he is really my dad. But i would just call him step dad for all those.... memories....

"CUTTING?!?!" He asked mad.

"Yes." I say.

Blood was dripping all over the floor.

"MITZY WHAT THE." Max said mad.

"I'm sorry." I say.

"Thats it." Max says.

I just stay there and cry.

"Were going to fix all this right now." Max says.

"How?" I ask him.