I am the devil

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:Ricky's POV:
I woke up feeling lonely.
I'm so used to wake up with Scar in my arms but she's been a little upset with me for not telling her what was wrong.
But I just couldn't find the right words to tell her.

FLASHBACK
"So I talked to the band's managers and everything's set. You guys are going on tour in two weeks and a half" Josh said.
Motionless decided to name this tour the 'Take it to the grave' tour.
Gosh I'm super excited.
"Alright! Thanks man" said Balz.
"Anytime. Hey, how about we celebrate with some drinks?" Suggested Josh.
"Okay" said Ghost.
Even though none of us drink, I guess we could use some time to have some fun and put our minds off things...without the alcohol of cource.
We all got into our cars and followed Josh to an alternative bar, where there are only poeple like us.
We all got out of the car.
I looked up at the sign that read 'Venumous' in big neon green letters.
We all walked in and I was instantly hit by the sound of loud metal music, poeple laughing and talking.
It was a little overwhelming but it was nice to get out of the house.
I sat down at a red velvet couch with Chris and Ryan.
"I'm gonna go get something to drink" I said getting up.
"I'll go with you. You coming Ryan" said Chris.
"Nah, I think I'll go with Vinny and Balz"
Me and Chris walked over to the bar.
"Hey can I get a water?" I asked.
"Me too" said Chris.
"Oh come on. Water? Seriously? You guys wants the good stuff, vodka perhaps? Whiskey?" Said the bartender.
"No thanks. We don't drink" said Chris.
"Okay..." the lady said.
She looked over at me and raised one eyebrow while she smirked.
That's weird.
She walked off to get us our water.

-

I took a sip of my water.
God, why does it taste so gross?
I shook it off and pushed the glass aside.
I continued talking to Chris till my vision started to get a bit blurry.
My head began to hurt a bit and I gripped it.
"Dude are you okay?" Asked Chris.
"Y-yea I-I'm Okay " I said.
I got off my seat and almost fell over, but caught myself.
Chris grabbed my glass of water and looked inside.
"There's something wrong with this water. I-is that drugs? That bitch fucking drugged you" Chris said looking at the white powder that lied on the bottom of the cup.
"Hey, are you okay?" Asked the bartender from earlier.
She grabbed me from both sides, helping me balance.
"He's fine. I'll take care of him, get out of here" Chris snapped.
"No, it's fine. Come with me " She said leading me through a door.
I heard Chris yell my name out and call the guys, they joined in.
I didn't know where this lady was taking me, mostly because my vision still wasn't very good, but I needed to get this headache relieved.

"Sit down" She said, helping me sit.
I then felt her sit on my lap, one leg on each side of my waist.
"N-oh no. No, I'm sorry, I have a pregnant wife at home" I said grabbing her legs and trying to push her off me.
She only pushed her body closer to mine.
I felt her hot breath on my lips that sent chills down my spine.
She crashed her lips against mine.
She then broke the kiss to pull off both her's and my shirt off.
She then pulled my belt off and started undoing my pants.
"No, stop. I can't do this. Get off me." I said.
"Shh" She said before she pressed her lips against mine against.
I don't know what I was doing but I kissed her back, I gave in, I contributed on this.
I was somewhat in on this.
I know that if I wasn't drugged, I wouldn't be doing this, but I am.
She then got off of me and helped me pull off my pants right before she pulled off her tight shorts.
"Fuck. No I'm sorry. I-I just can't" I said.
She ignored me and continued.

Next thing you know we're both on the ground, me on top of her, while I'm thrusting in and out of her.
There were no words, I just fucked her.
It wasn't as good as it is with Scar, mostly becuase I love Scar and this girl means nothing to me.
I don't even know her name.
So it was just meaningless sex out of lust.
I don't know what was going on with me it's not that I wanted to have sex with this girl but lust just took over and now...well this happened.
I really hate that I'm doing this to Scar but I couldn't stop myself, I was caught up in the moment.

END OF FLASHBACK

I felt tears sting my eyes at the thought of me cheating on Scar with a stupid whore.
I sighed and got up.
I walked over to the living room and sat next to Scar on the couch.
Even looking at her makes me hate myself for doing this.
I don't want to tell her but I guess I have to.

"Um, Scar. C-can um... can I talk to you?" I said.
She looked over at me and wiped the tears from my face.
"Tell me" She said.
"Before I tell you I want you to know that you mean the world to me. I wouldn't be this happy without you. You are the most gorgeous girl I've ever laid eyes on and nobody could even compare to you. You're just amazing in every way. You're one of the main reasons why I wake up everyday, and the baby just gives me another. I love you with all my heart and I don't ever wanna lose you. Scar, I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you. I love you" I said now hugging her tighter than ever while sobbing into her neck.
"Ricky it's okay, tell me. Whatever's bothering you, we can work it out together" She said.
Her voice shakey and it was like she was holding onto me for dear life.
Her grip was so tight it seems like she already knows what's going on and she doesn't want to let me go becuase she's afraid she'll lose me forever.
But in reality, that's exactly how I felt, not her.
"Ricky please tell me what's going on" She pleaded.
"Okay but just please listen till the end. And um...promise me you won't yell at me too much" I said sheepishly.
She nodded her head and wiped my face again.
She leaned in and kissed my cheek.
"I promise"
I took a deep breath before continuing.
"We'll yesterday-"

-

I explained to her exactly what had happened and now I'm sobbing and she's in tears.
"I'm so sorry" I cried.
She looked at me, her eyes full of anger and hatred.
"Sorry? That doesn't cut it Ricky! You cheated on me. You fucked another girl knowing you have a pregnant wife!" She shouted.
Her yelling at me only made me cry even more.
I know I sound pathetic but knowing she's pissed as fuck at me makes me feel like I only cause pain and anger in our relationship.
"I know! I regret it so much. I didn't know what took over me! She drugged me, I wasn't myself! If I was completely sober and thinking straight, I wouldn't of done it!" I said.
She looked away from me.
I put my hand on her cheek.
"Don't fucking touch me!" She yelled.
"Scar, I'm sorry. I'm fucking sorry!" I said.
She didn't say anything back, but instead she got up and stormed into the bedroom.
I got up, grabbed my keys and walked out the house and slammed the door.
I got in my car.
I really wanted to go to Chris' house but I always go to hik when I have a problem.
I thought about going to Ghost's house but decided to leave my band out of it for now.
I decided to go to Ash's house, hopefully Chris isn't there.

-

I got out of my car and ran over to the door.
I knocked continuously till she opened
"Hey R- are you okay?" She said.
Her concern made me feel good.
"I-I was drugged and I cheated on Scar. I didn't m-mean to" I sobbed.
"Oh Ricky. Come in"
I walked in and sat down down on her couch.
She sat next to me.
I then hugged her tightly.
She was a little hesitant but she soon held me close.
"Calm down. You can stay here for as long as you need" She said soothingly.
I let her go and nodded my head.
She then grabbed my hand and pulled me into her room.
"Stay here. I'll sleep on the couch"
"No. This is y-your house, I'll sleep on the c-couch" I said.
I just couldn't take over her bed.
"No! It's fine, you need it"
"Thanks Ash"
She smiled and gave me and other quick hug.
She walked out the room and bothered I soon fell alseep.
Hopefully Scar forgives me soon, or at least before the tour starts.

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Fuck I hate this chapter. I'm so sorry it sucks. I almost didn't publish this becuase I don't like it. Oh well, here it is. Oh and sorry if there's any mistakes through out the chapter, I didn't have time to read it over so there might be some.

Bye my Biersackians!☁❄

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