Seriously I'm dying I hate my life why do I have to go through this shit every month is it possible to sell a uterus because I'm about to do that BLACK MARKET HERE I COME.
I got home from the hospital last night at like 1:30 and we were gonna get food on the way back but THERE WERE NO PIZZAS AT TACO BELL, BOJANGLES WAS CLOSED, SHEETZ DIDNT HAVE THE FUCKING FRYER WORKING AND MCDONALD'S LITERALLY HAD NOTHING. so yeah...I just said fuck it and took an hour long shower instead of eating.
I finished one of my FFDP drawings and slept until noon. So here I am dying and attempting to find food.
Working out while having cramps is the worst thing ever but I can't quit or get out of practice.
I ordered my Winter Soldier mask on Thursday and it won't be here until August. AUGUST WTF.
I Have a lot to talk about but I'll just end this here.
Random update:
I made an Elvis bagel I'm happy.
(Banana, peanut butter, bacon and honey yasssss)
Im gonna try to get out of being vegetarian because I like bacon and sushi so why shouldn't I like everything else? (Even though i tried to eat steak and gagged oh well I'm gonna make myself do it) it's gonna be worth it hopefully... because steak can't be that bad...can it? It's the only thing vegetarians don't eat so fuck it, I'll get over it.
Random update part II:
Pain meds wore off I'm back to dying
Btw, I killed a spider and I felt so brave but my skin is crawling now.
AAAND. you should listen to Parkway Drive I've listened to them a lot today since only my short playlist is working and they're on there...
I'm so pissed I have to re download my Rebellion pics....
My brother's are loud af
My head hurts and I'm still hurting everywhere else
Of course I'm a hormonal mess right now
I am trying my best not to scream or cry but I'm close.
I'm fucking going to die
Maybe the final update of the night:
Made myself a fried egg and pancakes, with some powdered sugar that I made. Im so proud I can actually sustain myself with food I MADE.
The powdered sugar + the syrup makes me guilty because it's sweet...
Oh and by the way I'm going to South Carolina soon to get 'illegal' fireworks and I might do my pov of your smut...I'm working on a little acting thing as practice for some skits and I'm using Axel quotes I'm so excited!!!! (I can't voice act...but I can pull off a character especially one like Axel. Sarcastic, but a certain true tone to him...it's fun)
Actually final update:
I SWEAR THE GUY ON CAKE WARS JUST SAID "CELEBRATING DRAGON DICK" OMFG IM DYING. YES, CELEBRATE DRAGON COCK THATS A GREAT IDEA LET ME JOIN.
