Hands all over (Published)

Prologue: Moonshine

Hands all over

By: xxakanexx

(Consunji Series 3)

I played with love... Now I suffer the consequences.

Published under Bookware: Pink and Purple

I was looking at the vanity mirror in front of me. Tulad nang mga nakaraang gabi ay tinatanong ko ang sarili ko kung ano ba ang nangyari sa akin at napunta ako sa ganitong trabaho. My life wasn't as fucked up as I remember it was, I had a family. My dad had a growing business, I was a college student in a famous university, I had friends who looked up to me like I am a goddess. I have a little brother whom I loved so much, my mom was very loving and kind pero nawala ang lahat ng ito sa isang iglap lang.

Maybe that was the reason why I ended up doing this every night of my life.

"Moonshine, ikaw na!"

I looked back when I heard my stage name. I have a stage name, every time I come up on stage, ako si Moonshine. Sa pagkakataong iyon, nakakalimutan kong ako si Aura Selene, sa stage na iyon, ako si Moonshine, ang babaeng walang limitasyon.

"Aura, para sa'yo."

Binalingan ko ng tingin si Tequila. She was handing me a new mask. Kinuha ko iyon at saka pinakatitigan. The mask was pretty, it was bedazzled. May ngiting sumilay sa mga labi ko habang hawak ko iyon. Ang masakarang iyon ang magsisilbing pangangga ko sa mga tao sa labas.

"Salamat," I looked at myself again and as I put on the mask, I told myself that I should stop wondering why I am here and why I am doing this. Ito na ang buhay ko at alam kong kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi na ako makakaalis sa putikang pinagdapaan ko. I took a deep breath as I walk out the stage. Nang makita nila ay naghiyawan sila. I gave them the sexiest smile I could ever give them.

Humawak ako sa pole.

Ito ang trabaho ko. I am a stripper. I strip for money, I let strange men touch my body.

Nagsimula ang tugtog. I started dancing, people were cheering for me. I kept on shaking my hips, giving them what they want. Bumaba ako ng stage, I saw an old man smiling at me, waving his money, nilapitan ko siya, I sat on his lap, I seductively touched his face, gumapang naman ang kamay niya papunta sa likod ko, he unclasped my bra and threw my bra away, now I am very exposed in front of these men and I didn't care - I used to care a lot, I used to cry every night after the show because I could still feel their touch pero ngayon, matibay na ako. Kayak o nang sikmurain lahat ng haplos at halik nila.

The man cupped my left breast. I took the money from his hand and as I do that, he sucked mu nipple. Nakadama ako ng pandidiri sa ginawa niya, pero hindi ako kumibo, matapos iyon ay dahan-dahan akong umalis sa kandungan niya at saka bumalik sa stage.

I faced them, I started taking of my panties. Lalo silang nag-init. Not a moment later, I was naked in front all of them. I started giving them the show of their lifetime. They started throwing me their money at habang ginagawa nila iyon, lalo kong pinagbubuti ang pagsayaw.

One man even come up to the stage to touch me down there as he slips his money on my mouth. He put a finger inside my core and I fought the urge of pushing him away and slapping his face. I wanted to cry.

Alam ko na kung bakit gabi-gabi kong tinatanong kung bakit ako nandito dahil kahit sabihin ko pang sanay na ako at matibay na ang sikmura ko, nandidiri pa rin ako sa ginagawa nila sa akin. Hindi ko pa rin kaya ang pambababoy nila sa katawan ko.

Natapos ang tugtog, lumuhod ako at pinulot ang lahat ng perang nakuha ko mula sa kanila, pagpasok ko sa dressing room ay agad kong tinakpan ang sarili ko. Inilagay ko sa bag ang mga perang nakuha ko. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I am not ugly, pero sa tuwing tititigan ko ang sarili ko ay kapangitan ang nakikita ko, ang dumi-dumi ko na. Wala nang magmamahal sa akin dahil sa dumi ng pagkatao ko.

Ganito ako, pero kahit paano ay umaasa ako ng isang taong darating para pulutin ako sa putik na pinagsadalakan ko.

I wanted to be a damsel in distress, I needed some saving, I need a hero pero sa kalakaran ng mundo ko, walang ibang sasagip sa akin kundi ang sarili ko...