Unrequited Love (Suzumura Kenichi x reader)

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*A/N): Sorry for the wait ! So ... Here's the new update !

Warning , this is not a happy ending so .... be prepared xD

Thank you so much for the request , Seiyuu4Ever

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The first time I saw him in tv , I know that his the one . But I was wrong .

He was married . A married man .

How did I fall for a married man ? I can't help but fall for him .

But what I know is ... that my heart just do what it was supposed to do .

To fall in love . Even if it's impossible .

I watch his videos , it make me smile . But his smile wasn't supposed to be mine .

It's for his one and only .

I know it's not right but my heart won't let this feeling go .

It's hurt so much to know that I'll never be and ever be his one and only .

I love him but ..... it's impossible ....

Time flies ..... And I'm now a college student . It was 3 years since I fall for him but even after all this years , It won't change the fact that no matter what happend , no matter how long nor change ....

I'm still inlove in him ...

I walk in the street after buying in convenience store , holding the things I buy , I bump into someone . It was him .

"Suzumura ... Kenichi-san ..." He smiled . I looked at him and bow .

"S-sorry !!!" He touch my shoulder . And bring me up .

'His hands were very warm ...'

"It's fine ." I look at him as he give me his handkerchief.

"Bring it back if you saw me ." He smiled and leave .

I look at his handkerchief and back to him .

I walk home with big grin in my face .

The next day , I walk out of the house heading to the train . And that's where I saw Suzumura-san and his wife , Sakamoto Maaya .

It's like I felt myself fall apart . But I can't do anything about this feeling of mine .

Nothing .

He saw me and smiled .

"Ah ! The girl that night !" He said . I look at him quite surprise .

'He notice me ?!'

Sakamoto look at him and me . I felt like the urged to do something so I bowed .

"Waah ! Don't be so formal !" He said while getting me up .

"Just waving would be fine ." He said . It feels like Sakamoto-san is glaring me for a while now . So I nod and leave .

I take an empty seat and sigh .

"He doesn't have to do that ." I put my headset and started to read .
Without noticing I slept .

I wake up and get out from the train . I didn't looked at the train but at them . I look away and started to walk with tears in my eyes .

Everyday , I listen to his song admiring his voice . Just by listening to him is enough for me . But I have to forget this love . I need to let this go .

I walk to the train thinking that I can meet him .

And so ... I saw him .

I run towards him and he grin .

"The girl in the convenience! " I smiled and give him a letter .

"What's this ?" He asked .

"A letter . But don't read it while I'm still here ." I said .

"So now that I give it to you , I can probably let go ."

"Huh ?" I smiled and turn away .

"Then I should leave . See you ." I walked away .

"Hey ! I didn't know your name ! Mind if you tell me ?" I stop and look at him .

"You don't have to ." I stated .

Train comes and my hair flews away . It feels like time stops . I felt my tears falling down in my face which make surprise .

I smiled and mumbled ..

"I ... love you .... Goodbye my first love ." I walked away with tears in my eyes .

(SUZUMURA'S POV)
When I saw her crying , I felt the urged to hug her but I can't .
I'm a married man . And I shouldn't felt like this .

As when she leaves , I looked at the letter and open it .

I started reading it and as I was about to end the reading , I was so shock .

"I love you ... Sorry for loving you ...." and what makes me surprise more is reading the last 1 word ....

"Goodbye ...."
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(YOUR POV)

It was 9 years since then , and I'm now a married person and had a 2 children .

Remembering those memories I have with my first love , I smiled .
"Mama ! Papa is so bad !" I looked at my child and pat his head .

When my husband comes , I smiled at him .

"Let's go and play ." I looked at my child with grin .

We walked together with big smile in our faces .

I looked at the sky ....

"Thank you for everything ..."

[END]

Okay here's the update Lol ! So this time , it's not that very much of a happy ending xD but hope you'll like it

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