*A/N): Sorry for the wait ! So ... Here's the new update !
Warning , this is not a happy ending so .... be prepared xD
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The first time I saw him in tv , I know that his the one . But I was wrong .He was married . A married man .
How did I fall for a married man ? I can't help but fall for him .
But what I know is ... that my heart just do what it was supposed to do .
To fall in love . Even if it's impossible .
I watch his videos , it make me smile . But his smile wasn't supposed to be mine .
It's for his one and only .
I know it's not right but my heart won't let this feeling go .
It's hurt so much to know that I'll never be and ever be his one and only .
I love him but ..... it's impossible ....
Time flies ..... And I'm now a college student . It was 3 years since I fall for him but even after all this years , It won't change the fact that no matter what happend , no matter how long nor change ....
I'm still inlove in him ...
I walk in the street after buying in convenience store , holding the things I buy , I bump into someone . It was him .
"Suzumura ... Kenichi-san ..." He smiled . I looked at him and bow .
"S-sorry !!!" He touch my shoulder . And bring me up .
'His hands were very warm ...'
"It's fine ." I look at him as he give me his handkerchief.
"Bring it back if you saw me ." He smiled and leave .
I look at his handkerchief and back to him .
I walk home with big grin in my face .
The next day , I walk out of the house heading to the train . And that's where I saw Suzumura-san and his wife , Sakamoto Maaya .
It's like I felt myself fall apart . But I can't do anything about this feeling of mine .
Nothing .
He saw me and smiled .
"Ah ! The girl that night !" He said . I look at him quite surprise .
'He notice me ?!'
Sakamoto look at him and me . I felt like the urged to do something so I bowed .
"Waah ! Don't be so formal !" He said while getting me up .
"Just waving would be fine ." He said . It feels like Sakamoto-san is glaring me for a while now . So I nod and leave .
I take an empty seat and sigh .
"He doesn't have to do that ." I put my headset and started to read .
Without noticing I slept .I wake up and get out from the train . I didn't looked at the train but at them . I look away and started to walk with tears in my eyes .
Everyday , I listen to his song admiring his voice . Just by listening to him is enough for me . But I have to forget this love . I need to let this go .
I walk to the train thinking that I can meet him .
And so ... I saw him .
I run towards him and he grin .
"The girl in the convenience! " I smiled and give him a letter .
"What's this ?" He asked .
"A letter . But don't read it while I'm still here ." I said .
"So now that I give it to you , I can probably let go ."
"Huh ?" I smiled and turn away .
"Then I should leave . See you ." I walked away .
"Hey ! I didn't know your name ! Mind if you tell me ?" I stop and look at him .
"You don't have to ." I stated .
Train comes and my hair flews away . It feels like time stops . I felt my tears falling down in my face which make surprise .
I smiled and mumbled ..
"I ... love you .... Goodbye my first love ." I walked away with tears in my eyes .
(SUZUMURA'S POV)
When I saw her crying , I felt the urged to hug her but I can't .
I'm a married man . And I shouldn't felt like this .As when she leaves , I looked at the letter and open it .
I started reading it and as I was about to end the reading , I was so shock .
"I love you ... Sorry for loving you ...." and what makes me surprise more is reading the last 1 word ....
"Goodbye ...."
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(YOUR POV)It was 9 years since then , and I'm now a married person and had a 2 children .
Remembering those memories I have with my first love , I smiled .
"Mama ! Papa is so bad !" I looked at my child and pat his head .When my husband comes , I smiled at him .
"Let's go and play ." I looked at my child with grin .
We walked together with big smile in our faces .
I looked at the sky ....
"Thank you for everything ..."
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Okay here's the update Lol ! So this time , it's not that very much of a happy ending xD but hope you'll like it
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